Regrets

E I G H T

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"Woah, that...um was definitely a touching love story," Jungkook said feeling a stinging sensation in his eye. Y/n also had tears in my eyes but I didn't let them escape.it was about time Jungkook knew about her past.

Jungkook POV 

She's also a love failure, not like its a good thing or anything but I'm glad we have something we can relate to.

"you should get going" she sighed disturbing my thoughts "you're late for work."

"oh yeah, I'll call you after work," I said getting off the chair and putting it back. Just when I thought we were getting close she wants me to leave.

"I'll be discharged today, I can get Jimin to pick me up"

why Jimin, I'm right here? 

"Okay if that what you want"I rolled my eyes facing my back to her. I stepped out of the room slowly shutting the door.  I probably mean nothing to her, just something to make her parents satisfied. But that all she is to me too right?

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It was past eight o'clock when I finished my job. I wonder how y/n is going hope she okay. I tried calling her about three-times but she didn't pick up. I decided by her some pain killers and a stuffed bear. Jimin huh, I need to meet this guy. what does this guy give her that I don't have? I parked my car in the behind, I'm guessing Jimin's car and rang the doorbell.

"yah y/n stop jumping your gonna get hurt" I heard someone shout as they opened the door. 

"oh, hi you must be Jungkook, come inside" he put his hand out for me with a gummy smile. "I don't need an invite to my own house," I said coldly stuffing the toy bear into the bag. There were about seven men in my house.what is y/n doing inviting seven men in the middle of the night.

"Y/N!" I shouted grabbing everyone's attention. It looked like a full-on party was being thrown. there was karaoke going on and everyone was screaming at the top of their lungs, with y/n jumping on the couch.

"Jungkook hi, come here let me introduce you to them". She jumped down from the couch and pulled me to the center.I've never seen her smile like this before.

"This is Namjoon, Jin, Hoesoek, Yoongi, Jimin, and he said he was your friend Taehyung," she said pointing to each one of them 

"Taehyung? what are you doing here?" I asked confused to see him here.

"oh, Jungkook your back, I came here to see you and figured out there was a party going on here soo I joined, and I've know Jimin since primary school." he did his signature boxy smile.

"y/n come here" I pulled her upstairs "what is all of this?" I asked my tone going deeper. 

"what do you mean, we're having a party?" she simply stated.

"Without me? You could have at least called" I questioned kinda hurt by her blandness.

"oh, yeah I forgot my charger at the hospital and my phone died," She said innocently. 

"that's no excuse, you could have used Taehyung's phone to call, get them all out of the house now," I said taking my coat off. 

"But we were having fun come on clean up and join us," she said pushing me towards the shower.

"No y/n, you listen to me you tell them to leave or I will" I gritted my teeth losing my patients. 

"No, there not leaving" she shouted back 

"I guess you choose the second option," I said walking towards the door.

"JEON JUNGKOPOK DONT YOU DARE" I heard her shout from behind. 

"All of you out of my house now"  they all left without hesitation like they heard everything me and y/n were talking about. I could see the worried look in Jimin's eye. I walked back inside the room when they all left to see y/n crying on the bed.

I went towards the stuffed bear I bought her. "Here I bought it for you on the way" I gave it to her trying to smile.

"I don't want it," she said throwing it away. My heart tore into pieces as I saw it go crashing onto the wall.

"I bet if it was Jimin you would have taken it" I shouted finally losing it. I couldn't take it anymore, every time I tried to show her affection she would just block it.

"what's wrong with you, at least Jimin makes me feel wanted and loved in this world" She stood up, tears streaming down her face. 

"Maybe you should go marry him!" I raised my voice higher.

"Maybe I will" and with that, she stormed out of the room. 

why am I like this? why couldn't I just let them stay? And y/n would have still had that beautiful smile on her face. 

I washed myself getting ready to go to sleep, but no matter how much I tossed and turned I couldn't find the right position. I went into the kitchen to get a drink of water when I found y/n sleeping on the couch hugging the bear I bought her. I stood there smiling at myself like an idiot. I picked her up bridal style and laid her back on the bed. I promise to never to hurt you again