Regrets

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END OF FLASHBACK y/n pov

"Then you can guess what happened after that" Taehyung spoke softly.

"oh, I said looking down. My eyes were getting watery form the story. what have I been putting him through? I had also lost my lover but not this painfully.

"I better get going," Taehyung said getting up "I hope you understand". 

"wait," I said grabbing Taehyung's hand stopping him from leaving "I want to see him," I said tears rolling down my cheeks. 

We got in the car and the whole drive was silent. I promised myself that I was never going to hurt Jungkook again. We finally arrived at a pretty decent house it was a double-decker and painted white which made it look expensive.

"He's inside," Taehyung said locking the car. I pushed the door a bit scared. what if Jungkook doesn't want me anymore? I found him sitting on the couch and two elder people sitting in front of him. 

"Jung- I shouted but stopped myself when I saw the elders. 

"y/n," Jungkook said walking towards me. I could see his eyes were red and face saw stained with tears. My heartfelt heavy again seeing him like this.

"These are my parents please act loving towards them" he whispered in my ear. My heart fully sank as he said that. Did he really feel like I didn't love him at all? I bowed and sat next to him on the couch and Taehyung walked in and went straight upstairs.

"y/n" Jungkook's mum called smiling.

"Eomeoni" I gulped.

"Jungkook said you were very sick, gwenchana? I looked at Jungkook and he nodded.

"I'm fine now thank you" I smiled "why don't we go back to our house," I asked everyone. 

"Mhm, I was wondering why you were here when your wife was sick," Jungkook's dad asked raising an eyebrow eyeing him down.

Jungkook and I  both looked at each other "I was getting medicine for her and stopped by to say hi to Hyung Jungkook lied.

Jungkook and I  both got into the car and his parents in theres. The whole trip was silent."I'm sorry" I finally spoke but he ignored me and kept his eyes on the road.why would he forgive me?

We got there and both got out of the car and behind us were his parents.  "Come inside," I said holding his mum's hand. we walKed inside and they both sat on the couch "let me go make tea for you guys" I said walking into the kitchen. I set the water to boil when I heard someone behind me. 

"you don't have to do this" Jungkooks aid looking down "I'll tell them to leave, in don't want to make trouble for you" I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. I could tell he was a bit shocked because he didn't hug me back. I pulled away and tried to wipe out the stains of tears on his face  "let's not fight again okay". Jungkook just stood there looking at me like was mad. "you go get fresh I'll take off this" I said pushing him towards the stairs.

I walked towards his parents and placed the tea on the table and sat down.

"Y/n it's Jungkook's birthday tomorrow, so I was wondering if we could stay here till then she" asked sipping her tea.

"of course!" I smiled pretending to know that it was his birthday. This was the perfect opportunity to make a proper apology for him. As soon as everyone had gone to bed I called Jimin and asked him to go buy exactly what I wanted to give Jungkook.

"Who are you calling" I got startled by Jungkook's question who I thought was asleep. What do I tell him?

"Uhm it doesn't matter let's go back to bed" I covered up pulling his arm to the bedroom.

"y/n,"  he flicked my arm off . "if your cheating on my don't do it when my parents are around"Tears started to form in his eyes.

"Jungkook I wouldn't," I said wiping his tears he grabbed my hand and put it back down and walked back into the room. what more can i do?