Not A Stranger to Pain

Chapter 18

Everyone laughed at Chara and she told Liz that she had not dropped any booger . Irritated Liz accused Chara  for calling her a liar her words were like "are you calling me a liar?". I did not say you a liar but the truth is that I did not drop any booger you can come check where  i am seated" Chara replied to Liz.

Go to the bathroom and wait for me Liz told Chara,Chara had to obey what her mother had said to her. Years had showed her that it's best to listen to what she said.

Chara waited for Liz in the bathroom. When Liz entered she slapped Chara and shouted at her  "you want me to be seen as a liar well I will show you what I am made of".

The next thing Chara saw was a bucket being thrown into her face. Even if it was a plastic one it was painful experience.

The bucket fell onto the raggedy floor and the handle broke . Chara was hit with the buckets handle what a Christmas it was for her she went straight to sleep after the torture she had no strength left in her.

Chara should have gotten used to it now but she didn't. The pain she felt was unbearable each and every time. It was like each experience was new she never got used to the mistreatment.

Last week she had been hit with a wooden spoon for breaking a plate. The wooden spoon broke but that did not deter Liz from her mission.

She continued hitting her vigorously like a woman possessed .

She only stopped when she saw Chara's skin swelling. Not even her cries could save her from being hit.

Chara no longer cried out in pain when she was hit. She would take it all in silence only tears would ooze out of her treacherous eyes.

When she thought of the pain she went through she would barely breathe. Soon after that she started having panic attacks when ever she was around Liz they would suck the very air out of her.

Phillip at times would carry her to bed and let her rest for the day in that event.

So back to the present where Chara saw her sexy boyfriend. Those abs were drool worthy every girl has a fantasy I dare say.

Their date was an awkward one, with the shy girl being Chara nothing could be as strange as these two.

They really couldn't have a proper conversation it was just one of those "so how have you been". The two only seemed to be courageous when they were texting.

That's when you would know that the guy was a hella lot of naughty.

This intrigued Chara , but the only thing blocking her was her shyness.

Most guys would tell her that she looked innocent but to her she felt , tainted and used. She even was disgusted to look at herself at times.

Her Pastors had given her a boost to her confidence that she never had, and had shown her what pure untainted love was.

After the date  Bryan escorted her back to her place . She was still a bit shy, Bryan hugged her and kissed her.

Was it normal to lose an attraction to a guy when he kissed you.

Who has been in the same boat as Chara, like give a girl some advice here. You kiss a guy you like then you end up disliking the guy and his kiss.

Well Chara had no one to ask such a question, she thought that maybe the second kiss would be better.

The second kiss did happen but Chara seemed to dislike him more.

The kiss was like eating someone's saliva and that is disgusting, gross. The thought of it is just so unnerving.

Chara felt bad for thinking this way but there was no way she was going to fake this feeling.

Maybe next time she would just tell him she was uncomfortable with the idea of kissing I mean the act itself.

She didn't want to experience whatever that was, she often wondered if his past lovers had enjoyed his kissing style.