𝐞𝐮𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚 ||𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐚|| (𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐭𝐰𝐨)

15. raspberry

MAtt_sun:
Hey

Are you okay?

You didn't text back yesterday

I'm worried

MAkki:
Yeah I'm fine sorry went to sleep

Sorry for yesterday

I was a bit out of it

MAtt_sun:
You did nothing you should apologize for??????

MAkki:
I kissed you!

MAtt_sun:
And?

MAkki:
I'm dating someone else!

I basically cheated

God

I hate you

MAtt_sun:
Do you really tho?

Not to be that person

But

Was I the one who initiated it? No. Did you ask for it? Yes. Did you ask for more? Yes. I was simply doing what you wanted me to do. So don't blame me.

In my opinion

And it is harsh

But if you really loved the person you're dating now you wouldn't have done this

MAkki:
So you're the victim?

MAtt_sun:
That is not what I said

Don't take my messages out of context

You're just anxious and confused now

MAkki:
OF COURSE I AM

I KISSED YOU WHEN I SHOULDN'T HAVE

AND I ASKED FOR MORE

I'M THE WORST TYPE OF PERSON

MAtt_sun:
You're not as long as you tell your boyfriend what's up. Come clean, see how you feel then.

Will it be relief? Or pain?

MAkki:
I can't believe I did it

How could I

I'm a cheater

I'm the worst

Why would YOU agree to kiss me?

MAtt_sun:
Because I like you

MAkki:
Not the time for joking around

MAtt_sun:
I'm not joking around

I like you

I've like your for a while

Actually, I've liked you since way before, but I repressed these feelings and eventually forgot them. When we started talking again months ago, they resurfaced.

Don't tell me that no old feelings came to light when we met

Dont you dare lie to me

That there is nothing you feel

When we are together

MAkki:
It's only normal some old feelings would rise up

MAtt_sun:
Now think

Whether your love for Tomoda or whoever he is was real

Or was it comfort and a tool to forget the past
seen.

Sorry I'm so pushy, but you need to sort this out before it's too late
seen.

I'll be here if you need me
delivered.

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Hanamaki threw his phone on his bed, he could handle any more messages and the harsh truth. He didn't want to admit it, even though he knew that he has to.

Tomoda...has been comfort. It wasn't that much love. Sure, Makki may have liked him in a more romantic way when they began dating, but soon Tomoda became someone who would take his mind off of the past.

Just as he was about to pick his phone back up Tomoda walked in through the front door, he was carrying two bags of groceries and seemed relatively unaffected.

"Hey... Tomoda" Makki said as he walked out into the living room.

"Hey baby, what's up?", he asked as he out the groceries away.

"We... need to talk"

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IS THAT TRUE
YES
OKEY DOKEY YO

Hope you enjoyed this chap. We're getting there guys.

Hatari.