Her Last Goodbye

Chapter 3

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"Why are you home so early and why is there stuff all over you?!" Meghan's mom asked with her squeaky little worried voice.
"Early dismissal and I tripped when I was putting my lunch away. I'm fine, mom." Meghan lied. She ran into her room and flopped onto her bed. If she could just drift away, right now, no one would care but her mom. No, she wouldn't do that to her.
She got out her secret journal and turned her special page.
What's so bad with me that people have to be so mean? She wrote. She threw the journal on the floor and punched her desk.
"What was that?!" her mom yelled from the other side of the house.
"I accidentally dropped something, everything's fine!" she yelled back, lying again. She picked up her journal and wrote in it again.
I'm just not okay right now. I'm anything but fine. She wrote. She jumped onto her bed and didn't get up until her mom knocked on the door asking her what kind of pizza she wanted.
"You know me, mom! What pizza do I usually have?" she answered.
"Hawaiian it is!" her mom laughed.
"Well, I better get up, or I never will." Meghan thought to herself. As she walked across the shadowy halls on the soft chocolate-brown carpet, she could already smell the delicious smell of the pizza as it cooked in the stone pizza oven. Her mom sold the microwave for a pizza oven. She made the right choice; pizza was Meghan and her mom's favorite food to share together.
"Hey, honey! I'm almost done making dinner! Can you please put in the first Twilight movie while I get dinner ready?" she asked Meghan.
That was their favorite movie to watch while they ate their pizza. It was their favorite thing to do when they had the chance.
As Meghan and her mom ate their pizza while sitting on their shabby old green couch and watching their movie as they watched Edward walk into the cafeteria for the first time, Meghan couldn't help but wonder if she was hurting her mom more by not telling her the truth or by doing so. But this wasn't the time to be thinking about school right now, not when she and her mom were being all giddy about Edward!
When the movie was over, Meghan's mom asked if she minded if she went to the next town. Meghan knew she loved to drive around and listen to her favorite songs for 3 or 4 hours. Meghan didn't mind, she could sit in her room and write in her journal, watch YouTube videos, or go on......Facebook, great. It's the website where you need to friends to have any fun, because the games are just terrible. Meghan walked down the hallway after her mom said her goodbyes and went to her room. She opened her computer, opened Google, and logged into Facebook. Of course, people had sent her messages, but not the kind of messages that people with friends would get, these were the usual hate mail she got. She usually just deleted them without looking at them, but she was bored this time and wasn't thinking and opened them up.
"Nobody likes you" "I wish you never came to this school" The usual. She just closed her computer and picked up her notebook again.
Why does everybody hate me? She wrote. She put her notebook down and decided to go on YouTube instead of Facebook. She watched YouTube videos by xUrbanSimsx, danisnotonfire, and AmazingPhil to make her feel better.
After she was done watching the videos, it had been 3 hours so she closed her computer and went to sleep. Darkness flooded over her as her senses went away and replaced them with dreams.
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At school, it was the usual routine, her mom says goodbye, her jacket is torn or stolen, everyone laughs, and she gets tripped, everyone laughs again, she sits down, everyone moves, they shoot spitballs at her, she shakes away the tears, she pulls the spitballs out of her hair, lies and tells the bus-driver that she's fine, and goes into the school. Believe it or not, that's actually one of her best days.
There were some different arrangements today though, like when she thought to herself "At least I can talk to Jonathon." She had to say back "No, you can't. He hates you now too, remember?" And she felt even worse. Of course, Jane made it a point to rub it in her face and make everyone see. When she pushed her down, Jonathon didn't push her off, he laughed with her, and since he's part of the news-team he took her picture more than a few times. At lunch, instead of tripping her like she usually did, Jane decided to punch Meghan.
"Oh, that's new." Meghan thought to herself. She just got up, gave Jonathon an evil stare as he took the pictures, walked over to him, grabbed that stupid camera of his, and crushed it. As she ran out the school and down the road, she laughed to herself as she remembered how much more surprise she'd probably looked than everyone else!