My Cracking Heart

Ex 7

You're an Oracle. A holy place where my love resides. You're a filament to the flower  of our dreams producing pollen that attracts only the bees of our success. Blown by the wind in the direction of our greatness. You're a pace maker judgement of how we feel is based on your emotions and my heart beat against yours is the electricity pumped from all angels (brain and heart alike).I'm only going to over explain 3 things.

1.Thinking of you.

I have a vast amount of thoughts about us I hope these words are enough to explain a fraction of what i posses in my head. I have so many words and emotions it's difficult to pinpoint which ones make sense or which ones don't but i shall try by all means necessary to express them in simple words. I see you as a Queen a royalty in totality and my thoughts and eyes alone are not enough to unveil all that is deep within me with just one glance. We are an empire on our own. A world that is ruled my emotion as i take my stand as the emotional King. I'm a firefighter for there is no emotional flame that i cannot extinguish downgrade or upgrade my love my thoughts gets me all the gadgets i need just to make sure this boat stays afloat. I'm still speaking of that boat for only we can understand what it means to have everything coming from everywhere and intern we govern our joy. This is just me thinking and I hope to install the next few words in your soul. *Forever you shall be loved and happy shall be your existence. Joy shall be your breath and bliss will be the definition of your existence*No flood is strong enough to terminate this nor there be any rain that shall move this. No dirt shall make us unclean neither shall they be any negative force that shall separate us. I am strong my love if you once thought you were weak just know my strength will diffuse into yours and intern we'll be strong for you. My dreams my hope as much as they're mine they're yours too for together can we only achieve greatness. Strong together and may our love never die through thick and thin i assure us a better and stronger future. In actual fact i promise us greatness.

2. *I miss you*
Ohh my goodness how so badly do i miss you. I miss you so much nothing in this world can relate. I stay home alone and i see no one else worthy of my simple chat, messages or my entertainment because you're the only person i aim to entertain. I share silly things some of which makes me question my age. Nevertheless i adore your presence and in your absence does it show that only a great presence will fill that space and so far no one can be able to reach a fraction of what your company provides. No joy is greater than yours. No drug can get me as high as I am with you just there talking and doing silly things as we always do. I truly do miss you so much. I pray this feeling will go away (in other words i want you here right now with me that's the best answer to my prayer). I blew on a dandelion and just made a wish. It was rather a rare one for in this weather they're hard to find so in my head it was a sign of your presence. Oww i made a wish alright the most beautiful wish ever care to guess what it is ?? If not remove this miss you feeling and I'll tell you in your ear.

3. *I love you*

I have saved the best for last but this particular section makes me run out of words for my love for you is so complex that no words are enough to describe. What I'm typing now is nothing compared to the words that circle my brains and beyond. So my love behold as i express what love has in store for you.

I see you smile around me for that's what makes me smile.
I know i can't sing but for you I'm a rock festival concert even though it'll only be a while.
I have a the tongue, the tone and the skills that are considered bad
But in your eyes i see a reflection of a King and from that i love how you view me as one. You make me blush again and again as though I'm never gonna get used to you. I'm always smiling embarrassed at what i do next. But you don't care cause you know your love is there. And my love my Love my ................ I love you so much.
There's no reason to keep you in suspense. Every good news or bad news i say it then. My joy with you and my love for you is the only stable thing. From the day I opened up and you said its in the past and we said amen, I then knew i had fallen I love again.. My heart beats and I smile each time I hear your name. I put it to the world cause my love for you is with no shame. I claim all the goodies my love our strength is like our fame. But my true strength is that I love you so very much. You fear the Lord and you pray which makes me pray more and now we are devine. You're more than just an addition to my life you're the foundation of the empire we shall build. Your strength is the necessary joy we need for it'll govern the strength of our empire. I love you with great magitude and i want you forever

Please come back to me my love.

My tears are not worthless