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[Solar POV.]:

I run home. What have I done? WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

No, I cant do this again. I cannot go through all of this again. Not now. I have to focus on my career, I have so many things to work on, to keep me busy, to...

No. I dont have time to make out with random blonde girls. I have no idea why did i just suddenly kiss her.

I think I just imagined how would it feel to do it. Because her face was so close. So i did it. Subconsciously. Yes, not my fault at all.

But ... how about the rest?

No, no, no. 

I just let my old feelings to my ex overwhelm me and I projected it on her. Old feelings, nothing more. Come on, I dont even know her name.

I just still work on getting over my ex. Some feelings are hard to get rid of, even though it should be easy... I felt why it should be easy with every bruise he left on my skin. With every agressive grab... Every time, he...

I shiver.

Come on, Yongsun, it's gone. Now just focus on your career. They said you cant do this, but you will show them.

This was actually the reason I gave up on my previous dream. Being a flight attendant. But then... I needed a new beginning. I moved to Seoul, changed place, changed work, changed people. Now only this project matters. I cannot wait to be on stage. To sing, to show everything I have...

I wonder if my name will also be my stage name.

I shake my head. I finally arrive home, get inside and close the door firmly.

I sit down and my thoughts start running.

...

Byeol. Her name is Byeol-Yi.

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