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I have done nothing these past days. Nothing at all. Ash stayed with me. Hes still here. Asleep on one end of the couch while im on the other. He doesnt know about the journal. Ive managed to keep it hidden from the boys. With an exception of Michael. Hes known since almost the beginning. All Ive done is sit on the couch and watch cartoons. Not long after ash arrived he noticed how much weight ive been loosing. I  hadnt noticed until he pointed it out. I couldnt help but cry when he did. Im literally withering away. Hes fed me every chance I let him. Told me that he wont quit until ive got meat on my bones. Even with him making me eat I dont want to. It used to be something id love to do. Eating I mean. Now. Its basically a chore. A chore I dont want to do anymore.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!! OR WHOEVER IS READING THIS! I HOPE YOUVE HAD FUN!! IM JUST REALLY HYPER BECAUSE THEY LET ME HAVE CAKE AMD OK IT WAS A BAD DECISION AND IM JUST REALLY WEIRD IN GENERAL AND. MY UNCLE MIGHT GET ME A GOLDFISH!! and you might not care but I do. Goldfish are amazing. And. I have now found a person whose fish has also jumped out of their tank. Was a sad time. Anyhow. HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND ALL!!!!:)

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