Skip this if you can't do emotional stuff. TwT
Today was a sad day, being a furry commonly leads to trouble. I like almost everyone else who is a part of the loving, welcoming fandom know the pain of being yourself can hurt. Recently I have been both, rumored about, and been black mailed to my "oh so loving" mother with photos of me with my tail on. Not only is it rude to do this, but highly annoying and can lead people to feel suicidal. Suicidal thoughts are a real thing. If you don't understand the pain of wanting to ending yourself because of someone else's careless actions you should take a look at yourself and see what you've become. A virus is some thing that spreads. Rumors act in the same way. A virus can drive you insane, harm you, and even kill... Choose wisely, and be kind. Who knows you might just save a life.
*Kat holds Author-chan to their chest protectively and growls*
Kat: NU HARMZ MEH HOOMAN!!! SHAME ON WU BUWWIEZ OUT WHERE!!! >->
*Kat picks up Author-chan and snuzzles their head*
Kat: DOEZ DIZ WOOK WIKE DAH FAZE UF SOMEWUN HUW DEZWEVES UR ANGWER!? SHHHHAAAMMMMEEE!!! >-> HOOMANS WIKE WU AREZ WAT DISGWAZEZ DAH OTERS WIKE DIS PURREZIOUS FWOWER!!! I HOPEZ KARMA FINDZ WU AND WEEKZ WEVENGE! >->
Author-chan: K-kat it's okay... It's not like I don't ignore them already...
*Kat flicks back her ears still angrily glaring at the foes that they can only see out of my mind*
Kat: I ztill don't wike wat they do to wu T^T wu desweve better dan wat dey do to wu, you cry in the shower, have devewoped insomnia, and worstez of awws you are getting punwished fur bein wu... It'z not wight fur dem to get awayz wit it eiter...
*Kat hugs Author-chan silently and I sigh and hug Kat back as she purrs making me giggle*
Author-chan: I'm just glad I have you Kat...
I'm just glad to have you...
*stares at my broken phone screen as my thoughts are brought back to real life*
The pain, horrible words, the family you have that never cares when you needed it most. But, deep down you know you have your older brother who you love so, your boyfriend you were never really allowed to have, and the few happy moments and friends you have now that you look at it and think. No matter what, I won't give up. I won't forget your love, your wishes, your dreams. When I feel myself slipping I close my eyes and dream of you all that care, the faces I've never seen, the love I know is within us all. And just for that moment, I can see myself in a better place, a happier place. The place where no one yelled at you, called you names, where you grew up having at least 1 friend. No one turned you away, no one judged you, everyone cared. You felt special, cared about, loved and welcomed. You can't change the real world. The real world has every bad vibe possible. The only problem is how you take it in. Look for the peace, love, and affection when you feel yourself giving up. It's small, broken, and needs a hug just as much as you do. So take that little piece of hope, and hold it up, protect it, don't let the pain wash it away.
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Hayran KurguMy alternate universe of Undertale, Dark Woods will take you into the world of a young girl named Kitten. This revolves in a world struken by a pandemic, to the loss of almost everyone, you and some psychotic virus changed human-like monsters are le...