Second Chance Serenade - JK FF ✔

I'm Fine

I woke up today with more energy than I had in a while. Maybe things are starting to be different. Maybe I really am starting to heal. I headed towards the bathroom to shower and get ready for work. I put on some black skinny jeans with a t-shirt and pulled my hair half up so it was out of my face. I headed out to the kitchen to grab a quick breakfast and walked to the Big Hit building getting there pretty early. I wanted to get a jump start on something before everyone else was there. There was a coffee shop on the main level of the building so I grabbed a coffee for Minho and Yejoon as well and went to the 12th floor.

Walking out of the elevator, I noticed how quiet it was this early. The sun was just starting to rise so it was also a little dark. I took this time to walk around and peek into some rooms I haven't been in. Stoping in the dance practice room, I set down Minho's coffee writing his name with a little heart next to it on the cup. I noticed a couple other studios that were set up differently, one in particular was filled with instruments. My eyes lit up when I saw the grand piano!

I set the coffee down on the floor and walked over to the piano. As if afraid I was going to break it, I slowly lifted the cover and sat down. My fingers brushed across the keys and I just started playing. Without realizing, I began to play a song I had started writing a couple months ago. 

I know you got the best intentions. Just trying to find the right words to say.

I promise I've already learned my lesson, but right now I want to be no ok

I'm so tired, sitting here waiting, if I hear one more just be patient

It's always gana stay the same

Becoming more confident, I sang out loud as well, but not to loud, in case someone would hear me. I did shut the door as well, hoping not to bother anyone.

So let me just give up, let me just let go.

If this isn't good for me, well I don't want to know.

Let me just stop trying, let me just stop fighting

I don't want your good advice or reasons I'm alright.

You don't know what's like. You don't what it's like.

When I finished singing my song, I paused, remembering the lyrics I had written a couple months ago, staring at the keys. Without realizing it, I felt a single tear roll down my check. I quickly brushed it away, stood up, put the cover back and, walked out of the room as if nothing had happened.

I went to the studio that Yejoon and I were working in yesterday and continued to work on some the pieces.

After about an hour, the door opened.

"Wow, good morning!" Yejoon looked surprised.

"Good morning?" I answered confused.

"Sorry, just didn't expect you to be here this early." He closed the door and sat in the chair next to me. I handed him his coffee and his face lit up. "Thanks! That's so sweet of you."

"Not a problem! So I was working on this piece and wanted your opinion." I played the track I was working on. It was low, simple, but had a kick-ass beat. "I was thinking a very lyric heavy song. Ya know, simple melody to focus on the words." I looked at him nervously.

He took a sip of his coffee and nodded. "I think one of members is actually working on something that would fit well with this. Let me text him so they can stop by later." He got out his phone and texted who knows who. I was about to ask who it was when Minho appeared in the doorway.