Second Chance Serenade - JK FF ✔

Just a Moment

It was late when I finally let the studio and I headed to the pharmacy. I grabbed a couple snacks that I thought the boys would like to let them know how much I appreciate them! Once I finally arrived back in my apartment, I stared at a spot in my living room that looked a little bare. I was finally getting paid and figured it was time to get a keyboard in here. I opened up my laptop and ordered a really nice keyboard so I could write in my own home rather than have to always go to the studio. My talk with Yoongi was replaying in my head and I decided to give his suggestion a shot. I grabbed the notebook I always used for writing and started to write down all the thoughts that were in my head about Ben. Only 30 minutes had gone by and I couldn't stop crying and feeling so empty inside...I hated it! I went to my counter to the bag I got from the pharmacy and pulled out the newly filled prescription. I filled a glass with water and took a couple pills. Hopefully I will be able to fall asleep a little faster now. I felt my phone buzz and I pulled it out.

Jungkook: Hey! You said to let you know if I needed anything and well...I was hoping you could help me out because you are just so amazing!

I couldn't stop the huge smile that grew across my face.

Riley: Of course! What do you need?

Jungkook: I found another song I really want to cover and it's a duet.

Jungkook: But it's a lot more emotional than the other song...

Riley: Send me the link and I'll listen to it. Emotional songs are better anyway ;)

Jungkook: Lol ok let me know what you think and when you are free! Get some rest Riley.

Riley: Night!

I was starting to feel tired so got ready for bed as I set my phone down next to me and fell asleep.

When I woke up, I noticed that it was still dark outside and my alarm hadn't gone off. I grabbed my phone and saw that it was 2:09AM. Shit! I laid back down and tried to fall back asleep. After about an hour of tossing and turning I finally got out of bed and walked to my kitchen to grab something to eat. I checked my phone and forgot that I never listened to the song that Jungkook wanted to cover. I opened the link he sent me and listened to it.

I loved the piano at the beginning and as I listened to the words, Ben's face was stuck in my head, but as the rap part started, Jungkook replaced him and I was being pulled back and forth between the two. I wanted to be held by Ben, but being in Jungkook's arms felt so good as well. I was wondering if this is how Jungkook felt about me and I felt so bad that I asked for some space. Was this his way of telling me that I was already hurting him? I knew getting back to sleep was going to be hard so I grabbed a couple more pills to numb my mind and headed to bed.

I felt someone shaking me and calling my name as I slowly opened my eyes to see Minho standing over me.

"Riley wake up!" He was shouting while shaking me. I slowly tried to open my eyes and found it very difficult to do so.

"I'm up...what the fuck are you doing here?" I tried to sit up and wake up, but I felt so groggy this morning.

"It's almost noon! We have been wondering where you were." He said and I could hear how concerned he was in his voice.

In my head I was screaming at myself to hurry and get ready, but my body was moving so slowly and I couldn't open my eyes fully yet.

"Riley are you ok?" I felt a hand on my shoulder. I waved him away as I stood up. "Are you hungover?" His voice cut right to me as I finally opened my eyes fully and turned to him.