omgg why did this have to freaking happen
i hate my life i hate myself i just wanna freaking kill myself..i dont wanna leave meghan she is the best thing that's ever happened to me and i love her so much! but gah if i wouldve went with peyton instead of nick i would be the dead one. i would rather that happen than lose my best friend. WHYY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE HIM NOW HE IS FREAKING 13 WHYYYY!!! oh my gawd i hate my freaking life.. meghan came and sat by me i kept pushing her away but after like 10 times of me pushing her away i just let her lay her head on me..she has been crying..she barley new him but she liked him as a friend. well atleast i hope in that way! she had just stopped crying but she still had tears in her eyes..im not a big cryer.i never cry but when peyton called me mad and crying that my freaking best friend died im gonna cry..
"hayes are you okay"meghan asked
"no babe.but aslong as your here im gonna get through this"
"im sorry that happened..i love you bæ"
"i love you too babe! remember that!"
"i will trust me"
"hey im sorry for yelling at you"
"ayy its alright now that i know why!"
"okay good!"i said kissing her forehead
MEGHAN'S POV:
I can't believe he died! why nick!
i really liked him as a friend and this just had to happen... im gonna miss going to hayes' house every morning and nick trying to make pancakes or him laughing about something stupid! i really am! hayes isnt doing good i can tell!
i just wish this was all just a freaking dream!
there was a knock on the door it was matt and jack.j.
they ran over to hayes and hugged him.
"hey hayes im so sorry! i likes nick he was one heck of a cool dude! im sure gonna miss him! if you need anything you got me bro" matt said
"thanks bro! i will text you! love ya man!"
"you too"matt said.
"yea anything you need call me! i really thought me and nick could be friends but i guess not! im gonna miss him!"jack said
"thanks jack! me too! love ya!"
"yea you too"jack said
emma was in the corner crying really bad.
i walked over to her
"hey whats up?"i asked
"n-n-n-nick was my cousin.."
"omgg...emma im so freaking sorry!"
"we acted like we didnt know eachother when hayes introduced us because we have been back in forth on being cousins my aunt and uncle will break up and get back together its just complicated.."
i started tearing up
matt ran over by us as quick as he could
"what's wrong babe?" matt asked
"n-n-nick was my cousin"
"aww babe im so sorry! i love you okay! if you need anything you got me!"
"thanks matt i love you so much"
"yea anything for my spoiled princess!"
"haha shutup!"
"well its true"
"yeaa ik!"
her tears suddenly went away after matt made that joke!
hayes and jack ran over here too!
"emma emma whats wrong!" hayes said.
reagan ran over and hugged emma as tight as she could and said "im sorry emma! i know how you feel to lose somebody special!"
"SPECIAL!" hayes yelled
"FOREAL!" jack yelled
"yall nick was her cousin"i said.
and right when i said that she started bawling
matt ran over to her and sat by her and pulled her towards her
"ohh im so sorry emma! i was pretty close to him too"hayes said
"yea im sorry em"jack said
"its okay!"emma said crying
HAYES' POV:
my phone started ringing its peyton
*on the phone with peyton*
h-yea
p-hey im on my way over i heard about emma being nicks cousin
h-oh yea and okay see in a min
p-ightt byee
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"okay yall peyton is on the way!" i said
"okay"we all yelled
and as soon as we knew it peyton came in
PEYTONS POV:
"okay yall visitation is tomorrow at 5:30 at his church. funeral is Tuesday at 1:30 be there" i said
"ohh we will!"we all said
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my new life
Fanfictionits meghan's first day at her new school. but shes not sure if she will like it! her and her ex, taylor just broke up after dating for 4 years. they broke up because she was moving. then she finds this boy. she really likes him but didnt think she c...
