Daytime Dreamer

💜 Unconditional Love

I hope you all like this one! I'm gonna try to finish the one I have of Billie as soon as possible. ❤

I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling thirsty. I get out of bed and start to walk to the kitchen to get a glass of water, when I start to hear someone crying. I stop and turn around and walk over to the girl's rooms. I start walking closer to Mina's room, and can hear a faint sob from behind the door. Why is Mina crying? I knock softly on her door, and call her name quietly. "Mina? Mina, are you okay?" I can hear her sniffling and clearing her throat, like she's trying to compose herself. The door opens, and Mina is looking down at me like I did something wrong. "What do you want, Rhiannon?" She asked me very sternly. Why is she sounding so mean to me? "I... I just heard sounds coming from your room, like sniffling and crying, so..."

"So what? You thought it was me?! You thought it was fine to just knock on someone's door in the middle of the goddamn night?!" I flinch at her words, and start to feel like crying. I never should've bothered her. "I'm, I'm sorry, Mina... I shouldn't have knocked, I'm sorry. I'll just leave you alone..." I start to feel tears coming out, and I immediately turn around and go back to my room. I lay on my bed, with my face to the wall, crying softly so no one can hear me. I start to hear my door opening slightly, a small creak coming from it. I try to stop crying quick so they think I'm asleep. "Rhiannon?" Mina whispers softly to me. "Pumpkin, are you awake?" I can hear the shakiness in her voice, like she had been crying.

I can feel my bed shift down from Mina's weight on it. I feel her fingers running softly through my hair, and I can hear her softly sniffling. "I'm so so sorry I snapped at you, sweetheart. You did nothing wrong, it was all me. I just..." she paused for a slight moment, trying to fight back the tears. "I just know I don't deserve you... you deserve someone so much better than me. I know what people must think whenever you're with me. "Why is that cripple taking care of this girl? How could she possibly be able to care for a person with her condition?" I just don't want you to be getting bullied because of me..." I can feel my heart start to break. I had no idea Mina felt this way. I slowly reach my hand backwards to grab her's.

I can feel her flinch when I grab her hand. "Mina?" She looks down at me, and gives me a sad smile. "Hi, pumpkin... I'm sorry I woke you." "I was already awake. I heard you come in and I froze. I didn't want you to be mad at me for being up still." "I wouldn't have been upset at all, baby..." she leans down and gives me a soft kiss on my temple. "Do you forgive me for being a bitch to you?" I turn to my left and hold onto Mina's hand with both of mine. "Of course I do, I'm sorry for making you upset earlier." "No, baby, you did nothing wrong, it was me. I was feeling so horrible about myself, I just feel like I'm not strong enough to take care of you, or I'm just not worthy enough to have a sweet, perfect angel like you in my life..."

she leans forward, and wraps her arms around me, holding me tight, and I wrap my arms around her neck. "Mina, if anyone should feel unworthy of having an angel in their life, it should be me..." she looks down at me confused, almost stunned by what I said. "What do you mean?" "Ever since I was a baby, even before I could talk, I always remember looking at you and thinking you were so beautiful. The most beautiful woman I had ever seen..." I can see shock on Mina's face, and can see her eyes are starting to look glassy. "I remember always following you wherever you went, and I was always just in awe of everything that you did. And don't get me wrong, I love the girls, I really do, but I've always felt this special connection with you. I always felt the closest to you..."

tears started to come down Mina's cheeks, and I wipe them away with my thumbs. "I truly do not deserve you, my sweet girl..." she gives me a kiss on my nose, and tells me to scooch over. I do and Mina lays right beside me, running her fingers through my hair. "You're so beautiful... the first time I ever saw you, I thought you were an angel. You were the most beautiful thing I ever saw in my entire life..." she wraps her arm around me, and kisses the top of my head. I snuggle into her more, and hold onto her waist tighter.

"I remember the first time I ever held you, all the other girls had already held you, and they kept trying to get me to, but I just couldn't. I didn't know anything about babies or children. So when Cordelia started to give you to me, I didn't have any chance to argue with her, so I just gave in. But the minute you were in my arms, and you looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes, I knew right then and there, you had me wrapped around your little finger..." I started to grin really big, and I accidentally let out a small giggle. Mina looked down at me, and gave me a smirk. "What are you laughing at? You better not be laughing at me!" She started to tickle me and nibble on my neck. I tried not to laugh out loud, considering it was the middle of the night.

"Mina, stop! I'm about to pee!" She immediately stopped, and started to chuckle. "I love you, my sweet girl... you are the love of my life, and I am blessed to have an angel like you..." I look at Mina and give her a kiss on her cheek. "Awww, Mina... I love you so much more..." we fell asleep in each other's arms, knowing that we loved each other endlessly, and nothing could ever change that.