should i publish my new book im working on?
"i just fucked like two bitches before you came here" jah smiled "not surprised" i said sarcastically pushing past him going upstairs into my room
"yo whats your problem?" he followed me "you. your the problem here" i said, his face scrunched up "me?"
"yes you jah. our relationship is so toxic i fucking hate it" i went in the closet and took out my suitcase "what you doing?" he took my suitcase from my hands "i'm leaving jah now give it" i snatched it away
"where you gonna stay?" he asked "not here" i grabbed my clothes from the closet and put it in the suitcase
"i'm so tired jah, you know how many years we've been together and how many years you cheated on me and i still stayed loyal to you, i was still there for you when you were down. i still lived with you, it's always fuck my feelings and fuck her she don't love me and all this shit jah but you never realize how fucking tired i am of going through this bullshit everyday. you know how many times i wanted to leave but never did because i was always scared of how you will feel? but now i finally have the strength to get my ass up and leave" i raised my voice while still packing all my shit
he grabbed my suitcase and threw it across the room making everything fall out "what the fuck yo!" i yelled going over to pick it up
"you needa stop giving me attitude you hear me?" he said sternly. "ion gotta do shit fo yo ass" i put the suitcase on the bed and picked my clothes up
"look and you don't feel sorry, you may be thinking that just because we argued you gonna put me in my place by having sex with me but that's not gonna work jah, we're over, doneeee meaning... we. are. both. single. now" i slowly said
"whatever man, ima call one of my hoes to make me feel better" he took his phone out going on it, i shrugged my shoulders and continued packing
once i was done i zipped the suitcase up and grabbed everything i needed then headed to the door but he quickly closed and locked it, going in front of it so i won't leave
"jah move" i said tapping my foot on the floor annoyed "you really leaving me?" he looked a bit sad "yes"
"now move please" i said, "at least give me a kiss" he puckered up, "no jah" i said, "okay just lemme make you feel better and show you how sorry i am" he walked a bit closer to me
"your just saying that because non of ya hoes wanna answer" i scoffed, i pushed him to the side with all my force making him fall. i unlocked the door and opened it then ran downstairs, outside
i quickly got in my car and locked all the doors and sighed in relief "what have i gotten myself into?" i sighed
banging was heard on my window making me jump up, i turn to see it was him. "damn bruh you fast as fuck" he smirked
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dk what this is
should i update again?
how have y'all been?
i love y'all, bye🖤
