-jahsehs pov-
"no you just don't understand" she groaned.
"i never understand, that's all you say but i understand you perfectly." i sighed
"you dont!" she yelled "i never do! i never understand shit! right? but if i didn't understand you why am i not leaving right now? because im willing to fucking listen to you!" i raised my voice
"just talk if not then i'm leaving" i sat down on her bed as she walked back and fourth "you get me so stressed jahseh, you hate me and i fucking hate you-"
"who said i hated you?" i asked "you! you showed it! you always go out and never come back til late in the morning! you go out and fucking cheat on me while i'm here working my ass off-" she started
"nah don't come with you here working your ass off. what the fuck do you do for a living huh? you fucking stay here all day waiting on me. waiting on me to bring food, to pay the bills, to bring you places, right? am i right?" i asked
she stayed quiet. "exactly so don't fucking come with that shit. why the fuck would i cheat on you? if i did we wouldn't be together right now because i would've felt guilty and told you! but im loyal and you should fucking know this by now!"
"i fucking bust my ass off just to get you to work, to get you to get money but you won't do shit! i can't fucking help someone if they don't wanna help themselves i just can't." i said
"your the cheating one here, why the fuck are you texting all these men on your phone huh? while you have a man WORKING HIS FUCKING ASS OFF FOR YOU!" i yelled as she flinched
"i'm not cheating" she said "give me your phone then if your not cheating" i said
"no your the cheating one-" "here, here's my phone" i handed her my phone
her phone was on the night stand so i took it "hey- give it back!" she tried to get it "nah nah we finna see who the loyal one is in this relationship" i went on her phone and into messages
"look look" i showed her scrolling "look at all these fucking men you messaging- wait lemme see what y'all talking bout" i said going on the one that said 'dre😋'
"i had so much fun last night, you really teased my wet juicy toto. how about we go out again and do more than just teasing? i miss your body heat close to mine, you lips on mines, i miss you a lot babe" i read outloud at the message she sent
i laughed, that's something i do to hide the pain. "who is this man bruh" i laughed "my side-" "minus well make him your boyfriend cuz we over" i threw her phone on her bed and grabbed mines from her hand then walked out
"wait bae-" she grabbed my arm "and you call me the cheating one tuh" i scoffed "what could your cheating ass possibly want?" i yanked my hand away "actually i don't wanna hear it" i jogged out her house that I fucking bought her ungrateful ass
people use me for what? i'm always here for everyone and they just take me for granted..
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lmao my life is messed up
this was something quick bc y'all wanted me to update
i love y'all. bye🖤
