𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑙𝑦 • ⚣ (ᴍ.ᴘ 𝘅 ᴋ.ᴄ)

003 - ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴀsᴋ

kairi was scared shit-less. it had been, what? two weeks since him and mattia talked each other? it was agony. PLUS! he had classes with him. luckly today was friday. a small dings came from kairi's phone. he picked it up from next to him.

ceo of n-word
6:34 PM

roshaun
yoo what are
tryna do this weekend?

alvaro
idk but i
do know whose
getting some dick 🤑

ale
ayyy bet 😳

roshaun
gay ass

robert
the hell in
just walk in on?

bubby
idk man idk

kairi
i really dont
feel like doing
anything
you guys can
chill w/o me

ale
nah man u da
life of the partyy

alvaro
yea we love u bro you gotta come (if u know what i mean 🤤)

roshaun
different.

kairi
nah im good haha

bubby
guys dont push it
let him do what
he wants

after reading mattias text there was a pang in kairi's heart. his best friend didn't want to hang out with him. kairi sighed but then told him self again that it was his fault for this happening.

mattia
i had no idea why i put that text into the group chat but i did. alejandro is the only one who knows about the fight. in my opinion, kairi needs to stop being such a little bitch about everything. he gets mad so easily, even at the stupidest shit.

ceo of n-word
4:12

ale
my place?

robert
yeaaa

mattia
ight bet

x

i ended up walking to alejandro's instead of having my mom or dad drop me off. i wanted to get my mind off somethings before i got there. specifically bubba, i mean kairi, fuck. i hadn't stopped thinking about him and his petty ass. i still don't understand why he's even mad at me? like, it's normal for a guy to talk about having sex with his friends, right? i know i talk about it a lot and i guess that kinda makes me a fuckboy, BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER. what does matter though is that kairi got mad about it. which made me fucking angry as hell.

he'd usually crack jokes saying the girls probably looked like syd the sloth or something. then we'd both laugh at it. but a couple weeks ago, he didn't laugh. he got really really fucking mad. and i guess i'm a shitty person for yelling at him the way i did. i really went off but he said something that has been bugging me for a minute. i know bubb- i mean kairi can be soft and sensitive as fuck but when he told me to leave his life, i realized he wasn't my baby no more. that shit hurt.

kairi
i grabbed the hoodie i had stolen from mattia awhile back. i put it on and felt myself get emotional. i didn't want to see him or talk to him but i still missed him. i know we're fighting for a stupid reason but him constantly talking about really started ticking me off. i meant it when i said he changed. after he started popping off girls were all over him. at first i didn't mind but then i realized my feelings for him and everything kinda went to shit.

i guess i'm stupid for feeling, aren't i?

"kai!" i heard maiya yell.

"what?" i said as i walked the stairs of my house with mattias hoodie still drowning me. it somehow still smelt like him and every time i took the smallest sniff of it i would feel euphoric.

"wanna binge disney and eat until we can't walk to our room?" maiya asked with bright eyes. kairi smiled big at his little sister. since she was born they've been this weird connection. they always knew how to cheer each other up. maiya could be a real pain in the ass at times but kairi wouldn't and could never ask for a better sister. she was everything he needed. little did he know, maiya felt the same way.

a/n:
heyo lovelies 🥺 thank you for reading as always ❤︎ i know this is short but i got some ideas in mind so the next chapter will be much longer! as always, drink water and take care of yourself.
-el