kairi was laid on mattia chest, scrolling through tiktok. they hadn't said anything to their followers yet because they were still new to everything themselves.
at some point, without realizing, kairi felt bored of his phone. the put it down the the bed next to him and moved to get up on top of mattia.
mattia bit his lip slightly before looking up from his phone and at kairi. he reached back and put his phone on his headboard; he moved his hands to kairi's small waist. he moved his hands slowly up and down.
kairi became needy quickly. he moved his hips slowly, grinding on mattia. mattia breathing became heavier as kairi did so.
"you really wanna do this?" mattia asked. kairi nodded quickly as he bent down to kiss mattia's lips.
mattia slid his hands down to kairi's ass and grabbed it. kairi gasped and mattia slipped his tongue into the small boys mouth, exploring every corner he could.
kairi whined into mattia mouth, that's when he knew he was ready. mattia flipped kairi over and placed him under himself. he could've sworn he felt deja vu. he ignored it, pulling kairi shirt off and dipping down. kissing his jaw, down to his chest.
"how bad to you want it, baby?" mattia said in a low voice. kairi bit his lip and looked down at mattia. "answer me, babyboy. how bad do you want it?"
"really, really bad, matti." kairi said as he threw he head back slight. mattia smirked at the affect he had on kairi. he pulled the boys shorts off.
kairi felt embarrassed feeling mattia's eyes roam his body. he tried to cover himself up but mattia grabbed his hands and pinned them above him.
"just let me, adore you." mattia said. mattia felt almost like it was too good to be true. like it wasn't real. like he was dreaming. he really had kairi all to himself.
mattia came down on kairi, passionately kissing him with a bit of lust mixed it. mattia was so hard at that point, it hurt.
mattia slipped off his sweats. he looked up at kairi. kairi nodded quickly. mattia put kairi's legs on his shoulder and lined himself up.
"it's gonna hurt, okay mamas?" kairi nodded. he was a little nervous but he wanted nothing more at the very moment.
mattia slowly pushed himself into kairi. kairi made a face as tears slightly filled his eyes. mattia put his hands on kairi's waist and rubbed it slightly.
mattia kept moving in but as slowly and gently as he could. kairi bit down on his lip, his eyes filled with more tears. this not just because of pain but because of pleasure.
"faster." he mumbled as he placed the back of his hand of his mouth.
"as you wish, my love."
a/n: hey y'all. i can't write smut so thats what ur getting 😭 i THINK the next chapter is gonna be the last one :( i loved this book and the way you guys loved it too. the positive messages and they way you reacted to all the situation just made me so happy. jus so you know, i read all y'all comments and y'all are funny asf and i appreciate you more than you know. this book did so well and i'm so proud that i was the one who wrote something that made people cry and laugh and happy (not alot but sometimes) i love y'all and this book means the world to me. to those who have been here since the beginning: i love u and thank you for sticking around! as i said, i THINK the next chapter is going to be the end. i love y'all <3.
-el 🤍
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