Under the stars || James McVey

chapter thirty

WARNING! A bit of naughtiness is about to begin.

If you don’t like it, I do apologise.

Anyways, enjoy.

It’s my first time writing something like this so I hope it’s alright.

So get reading guys…

Lauren J x

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James’ POV

She stares at me with such intensity that I feel paralysed. She keeps herself close to me even though we pick ourselves up off the floor. Our previous actions forgotten along with the whining of the kettle as she steps closer to me so that we were chest to chest. We stare into each other’s eyes for a moment, knowing exactly what was happening right now. It just would need to take a little push in the right direction. So I took the lead.

I don’t let go of her hand as we enter my bedroom. I keep her close to my side and watch her as she looks around my room fascinated. She turns to me and smiles widely and I pull her close to me so her chest was virtually touching mine. I hear her breath hitch as I move my hands to her waist and pull her even closer. She keeps her eyes fixed on mine and I rub slow circles on her hips where her top bunched up. My gaze travelled down to her inviting lips and I leaned in slightly. She did the same and I took that as confirmation before I pressed my lips against hers.

It started slow and passionate, both us too scared to go any further. It wasn’t until her hands slid from my arms up to my neck and tugged gently against my hair that I kissed her with more force. She gasps at the pressure and I took that as opportunity to slip my tongue into her mouth and massage hers. I wrap my arms tightly around her waist and pull her impossibly close to me, not an inch of space between us. I lose myself in her, all previous thoughts disintegrated and there was just her. Just the two of us, and nothing else. I didn’t want anything else. I wanted her.

She moved her hands back down to my shoulders again and slips the jacket off my back, never breaking the kiss. She trails her fingers down my chest and stops at the hem of my t-shirt, tugging at it, wanting it off. I break the kiss for just a second to discard my shirt and throw it wherever before slamming my lips back onto hers with an undeniable force.

“James, I want to do it” she breathes as she pulls away.

“Do what?” I ask obliviously.

She gestures towards us with her hands, lifting her eyebrows up at me. “You know, IT.”

“Oh,” I respond and bite my lip. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah, I mean, it’s just sex, it’s not that bad right?” she says with a shrug.

“I—I don’t know,” I stutter, looking deep into her eyes.

“What do you mean ‘you don’t know’?” She says pulling a confused face.

“I’ve never done it before” I answer, looking down at my feet embarrassed.

“Wait, what? You can’t be serious”

“Well, Emily never wanted to do it because she wasn’t ready, and I’d been with her for two years, and I guess, I never got around to doing it.” I shrug at her, biting my lip once more.

 She pulls my face towards hers and looks me in the eye with a mischievous smile. “So, you’re a virgin?

 “Yes, Kate. I’m a virgin” I reply, rolling my eyes.

 “Wow. Are you sure you want to do this?”

 “Absolutely,” And with that, I attach my mouth onto hers again and our tongues fight for dominance as I pick her up and lay her on the bed, me lying on top of her. I keep my arms firmly around her waist, pulling her into me but resting on my elbows so I didn’t crush her. Her fingers combed through my hair and tugged on the ends as I ground my hips into her. Normally I’d snap at anyone who messed with my hair, but when her fingers pressed gently into my scalp, a gentle moan escapes my lips and I knew I liked the feeling. She giggles at my reaction and tugs at the hair strands again, receiving another moan into her mouth.

My lips leave hers and I kiss her under her jaw, moving to her earlobe and nibble it lightly, which she giggles at, and then down to her neck and shoulders, until the rest at her collar bone. I push the bra strap down for better access so I could suck at the skin there, but she stops me before I continue my plans.

 “Take it off,” she breathes. “It’d be better if we took it all off.”

 “Are you sure?” She nods in response and lifts herself up into a seating position so I could pull up her shirt and take it off. I take in the sight before me and before I get to fully admire her in the lacy blue bra she wore, she unclasps it and lets it slide down her arms before she throws it on the floor. I take a moment to catch my breath as I drink in her features. “I—I, you’re—“ She shakes her head and places a finger to my lips before bringing me back down on top of her, my bare chest pressed against hers as my lips go back to her collarbone. I kiss at her sweet spot again and as I move further down, I notice the faded pink skin embroidered on her chest. She catches me looking and frowns a little. “Is that it?” She nods her head in sadness and I quickly press my lips to the scar on her skin. I keep kissing different parts of it, hoping it would comfort her in some way. I shift my body back up so my face was level with hers again. “You’re so beautiful.”

 She responds by pressing her lips back to mine and then fumbles about with the buckle on my jeans before opening them up and failing to tug them down due to her short arms. She huffs and I chuckle into her neck. I pull away and assist her in removing the item of clothing before I remove hers and throw them to the other side of the room with mine. I smile down at her and ask her if she’s ready, to which she replied with a nod and I pull a silver foiled packet for the drawers beside my bed.

 I entangle our fingers above her head and kiss her with as much passion as I could muster. The rest that followed after become parts of the best night of my life. And I didn’t regret a single part of it.

 I trusted this girl with all I had. I guess she became my rock after all.