Rambles and Experienes of Sun-he

A Fear

This is not about racism, I wanted to write something else..

So I have some fears but the most prevalent fear I have is called Tropophobia which simply put, is a fear of holes. I'm not scared of holes, I'm scared of gaping, unnatural holes in your flesh or in other organisms. If you're brave enough, look it up on google images.

I found out about this fear while scrolling down my subscription list. A YouTuber called Onision was doing a video on why people have Tropophobia. I was immediately terrified by the cover picture but as some mind of messed up exposure therapy, I decided to watch it. Worst decision I've made in a while.

As I kind of explained before, I'm not scared of holes. I've read and seen Holes, I've dug holes, I love donut holes so what am I afraid of? It's really hard to explain but the search in images will pretty much sum it up. Don't want to do that? Here's a mediocre example. You know that cheeseburger tarantula spider thing in Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs 2? Its eyes creep me out so so much. I put up with it because of how cute it was, the movie itself I mean.

I'm also afraid of looking at microcope slides and organs. One rime in 7th grade science, we were watching a video that showed the valves of the heartm a real live heart. I shut down. I shut down completely. I just can't deal with that kind of thing. But there's one small detail. I don't get freaked out by drawings or animation, usually. It usually has to look real or realistic for me to feel freaked out, an excwption being that spider thing. It's like the sex-ed thing where they show you pitures on penises but not a picture of an actual penis. Anyway, that's one of my fears. Yay. Anyway,

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

~Annyeong^^