Rambles and Experienes of Sun-he

Well...

So as my irl friends know, I like anime. Like being a very understated word but I'm not obsessive, heh...

Anyway, it's been a recurring thing for me that after watching a pretty bloody/dramatic anime like Attack on Titan, I would watch some lighter hearted animes. Shoujo anime.

I've been doing this for over a year. For over a year I've been really into shoujo. Why? I have no freaking idea. I get way too into romances to the point that one of my friends says that I need to be in a relationship so I'll tone down on the romance regulating thing. But I gotta tell you guys something.

I would be absolute trash in a relationship.

I would be like Mikorin from Gekkan Shoujo Noizaki-kun. I mean, maybe I can flirt but I would be so damn red afterwords. I have yet to develop a poker face. I need a poker face.

I joke about being in a relationship all the time and terribly cheesy or punny pick-up lines (ahaha Slytherin). I can't actually do it. Not even in roleplays. Guys, I resorted to wikihow. I'm never doing that again. Wikihow is trash. And all other flirting advice on the internet is trash, most of it anyway.

Whenever I have to flirt in roleplays I have this blushing fit. I'll just look at the screen for a really long time and I'll have no freaking idea how to respond. I support my earlier statement, relationship trash.

I would legitimately melt if I was in a romantic relationship like some stereotypical anime girl. I swear that I'm some form of -dere, probably tsundere but not so hot/cold. More like crazy/blubbering mess.

I legitimately have no capacity for any romantic gesture in anime or any media anymore. You would think that I'm the love interest based on my reactions. But surprisingly enough I can give decent relationship advice? My friend confessed recently and I was helping her with some decisions on how she should. And yay! She is officially in a relationship.

I'm a hopeless romantic who isn't romantic. Yup.

Guys I'm so screwed.

Maybe I should make a post full of my relationship advice just to be ironic.

Anywhale,

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Annyeong^^