I don't talk want to talk to Miss. N for the rest of the day, I feel ashamed for speaking to her that way, she doesn't deserve it at all! She wants me to get better and I just am refusing any help she is giving me. Somehow When B and I are about to walk in to watch a 4D movie who shows up next us, the one and only, I don't give her any eye contact and speak one word to her I hang head in shame really.
"Lighten up Al, you were having so much fun what came over you?"
"Dunno just getting exhausted" I lied
B didn't know what happened at lunch and I wasn't going to tell her especially when Miss.N was around.
The movie finishes and we say that we are going to watch the stunt car show and Miss.N informs us she is too.
Great!
We all make our way over there and get seated and who might I be sitting next to but the one I don't want to be sitting next to. I am stuck in the middle of Miss.Noble and Mr.H great. It got really cold and I didn't have my cardigan with me I sat shivering and then these arms come around me and pull me in I look up and I am graced with a smile and said "don't pull away"
"Sorry"
"For what, what have you done?"
"Lunch, I was so rude to you after you asked me a simply question"
"Don't stress about it, I know you to we'll to know you actually meant it"
She pulled me in closer and I laid my head on her shoulder.
I can't lose her, she is the only one who truly understands.
