Last night of tour is always emotional and the night that never Is forgotten. Worship is held in our room because it is the biggest. We went around and had an option to give a shout out I gave two one to the choir for the performance today and one to Miss.N just saying thank you for everything, I didn't really go into depth because I had text her earlier saying how much she meant to me and she called me to come down the front of the bus and when I got there she was in tears. She was proud and she was so touched. Everyone was dismissed to go back to their rooms but Jas asked for the year 11s to stay back because we had planned out own special shout out for both Mr.H and Miss.N we all cried and hugged each other for a good twenty minutes and then it hit me, these people were my family and they had to know.
Hugging B while I was bawling my eyes out I sobbed "I could've been dead, I could've missed out on this"
She knew straight away she waited till the other year 11s left besides the ones staying in our room I had my head down in shame what have I just exposed?
She asked if she could tell the others and I just nodded my head
"Ally tried to kill herself in the holidays" B said trying to hold back the tears
Everyone just let out a cry
"Does Miss.N know?" B said trying to keep her emotions down
I shook my head and pleaded not to tell her but it was to late Lu had already ran out the door to tell her.
