goodnight | junhao au

39.

Junhui decided to stay at home together with Minghao for the rest of the day. He texted Wonwoo, telling him what happened and that he took a day off. Lucky for Wonwoo, he had Mingyu this time, so he wouldn't be all by himself.  

Junhui went out, one more time to get the two of them lunch, since Minghao hadn't even eaten breakfast that morning, and the elder felt like he had to take care of him. Minghao kept giving Junhui apologies, in which Junhui could only reassure him everything was alright. Because how couldn't he? 

There wasn't even an actual thing between the two of them, so he didn't had the right to be mad or sad. All Junhui wanted was Minghao to feel better again. So after they had eaten lunch Junhui decided to take Minghao somewhere. To get him out of the apartment he stayed into for the whole weekend. 

His skin seemed so pale, almost as if he was sick. Since the weather was nice Junhui decided it would be for the best to get the two on good terms again. He missed his buddy and he was going to do anything to get him back again. To get Minghao all bubbly and giggly again. 

"Juuun, where are we going?" Minghao asked the older, already standing at their apartments door, fully dressed up again. Junhui chuckled, seeing how Minghao already seemed happier than before. 

"You'll see." He responded mysterious while he was tying his shoes, not wanting to ruin the surprise he planned out for him. 

"But what if someone from school sees us together? You know we're still skipping class huh?" The younger played with the fabrics of the sweater he was wearing. Yes, Junhui could clearly notice him being nervous. So he walked up to him, opening the door and pulling him outside. 

"Come on Hao, it will be fun! And if we see someone from school the only thing they will see is the two of us having the time of our life!" Junhui showed Minghao one of his huge smiles and the sparkles in the younger's eyes gave him the feeling that he got the world in his hands. 

They walked off the stairs, right to the exit of the building. Junhui felt so excited to where the two were about to head to. He could barely believe the fact that they reunited again, and he felt so grateful for that. 

Because, even though they might not know each other for an extremely long time, he felt so connected to Minghao. Minghao was one of the first persons who made him feel comfortable to be around. What was special to Junhui, since he barely had any friends as one of the absolute unpopular guys in school.

"Is it a long walk?" Minghao asked and Junhui shifted his gaze from the busy street to the boy walking next to him. 

"Nope. It's about 10 minutes I think." It wasn't that far indeed, since it was just outside downtown. "Can you pleeaaase tell me where we're going Jun?" Minghao whined again, grabbing Junhui's sleeve and swayed it a little. The elder could only look at him in adoration. He felt his heart pounding loudly against his ribs and couldn't keep his eyes off him. 

"No, I cant tell you yet because that would ruin the surprise. Come on Haooo, please let me surprise you!" Junhui said while he just kept walking with Minghao holding onto his sleeve. 

"But why, I really don't deserve a surprise, I should be the one surprising you." The younger looked down to the tops of his sneakers, letting go of Junhui's hand again. 

"Excuse me?" Junhui said, acting as if he didn't hear the younger. He hated it, that Minghao kept apologizing for something that wasn't his fault. Of course Junhui knew about his his insecurity, but all he wanted was Minghao to realize that this all wasn't his fault. No matter what, he needed him to see that this all wasn't his fault. 

"That I should be the one to surprise you.." Without second thought Junhui grabbed Minghao's hand, squeezing it a little into his slightly bigger hand. Their touch sent sparkles trough Junhui's whole body and even though the situation they got into again, he felt so incredibly in love. 

"Minghao look at me." He commanded. Minghao seemed to doubt a little, but he looked up, staring right back into Junhui's eyes after quickly eyeing their hands. "Listen, okay. I'm going to make it very clear right now, but everything that happened at that party was not your fault. And yes, I felt like complete shit this weekend, but haven't you felt exactly the same?" Minghao bit his lip upon hearing Junhui raising his voice and he knew he made the younger upset. 

"I'm sorry Hao.." And without a doubt Junhui pulled him in another hug for the nth time that day. "But you really need to understand that what happened isn't caused because of you." He lowered his voice again, not wanting to make Minghao more upset than he already was. 

"Yes it is.. because if I just told them I wouldn't work together with their psychopathic plan this all wouldn't happen." His voice sounded shaky again, what made Junhui feel even more guilty for raising his voice to him. But it couldn't be helped. Junhui really wanted him to feel better again. 

"Minghao it wasn't. The only thing you did was protecting me because what they did was seriously wrong. And we're going to fix this and make sure they can't cause any more harm. Just please forget it for now, because I really want you to have a nice afternoon at the theme pa-" 

"Wait we're going to the theme park?" Minghao leaned back and a huge smile made place for the tears that were already welling up in the corners of his eyes. Junhui felt like hitting his forehead with anything he could find right at that moment. He ruined the surprise..

"Eheh.. Surprise." He said doing a motion with both of his hands, a bit sarcastic because he felt stupid for letting it slip. 

"Jun, you're literally the best!" Minghao suddenly swung his arms around Junhui's neck and jumped into a hug. The elder felt his heart picking up speed faster than ever before and he tried to keep balance, since he wasn't expecting a hug like this. 

But before he could even think twice Minghao let go again and grabbed his hand, dragging him along since he now knew exactly where the two where heading to. 

That boy is going to be the dead of me.. 

But with a huge smile plastered to his face, he followed him, feeling better again to see how much it cheered Minghao up. He'd do anything to see him filled with that amount of happiness.

Anything.

A/N

Hey guys, missed me;)

I haven't been gone for too long right? A week? But yeah, I had a really busy and tiring week filled with important assignments for school, so I barely had any time to do anything else. 

Butttttt, since I have nothing to do for probably the next upcoming months, I will try my best to update a lot again! 

Also, any of you ever watched the movie "Call me by your name" ?? Because I watched it yesterday and for some reason I literally cried a whole day straight and today I also cried several times whenever I even had to think about the main song. But even though it was the saddest movie I've ever watched and it messed me up pretty serious, I LOVED it. It's one of the most beautiful movies I've ever seen in my life and the acting is so calming for some reason. 

If you haven't watched it yet, I highly recommend it!

anyways, thanks again for all the love and support so far❤️

-Dana