goodnight | junhao au

06.

"Junhui you have no idea how long I've waited for this moment.."

Minghao tiptoed a little, which made him look a little taller so he could reach Junhui's height. Intensively staring into his eyes. His sparkling, dark, but beautiful eyes. 

"H-hao..? What a-are you d..doing?"

Hao? Since when do you can him Hao? Junhui thought to himself. He couldn't remember the moment he ever called him like that. Why was this even happening anyways?!

It seemed so realistic nor so unreal at the same moment. Minghao started to lean in even closer as Junhui saw his eyes shifting off to his lips and back up to his eyes. Why is he looking at me like that. It drove him crazy and his mind was a total blur. What was he supposed to do? How could he even think straight when Minghao was up close like this?!

Junhui's heart felt as if it could explode any moment by now. He could actually feel Minghao's hot breath tickling his face, which sended him shivers down his spine. Before he could actually keep control, he looked down to Minghao's lips. How would they feel if I kissed them right now?

Their was just a little space between them left and Junhui, who suddenly gained some confidence, decided to end it. Until...

BEEP BEEP BEEP

His alarm. Junhui sat straight in his bed, hair a mess, pajamas unbuttoned, panting loudly as if he just woke up from a horrible nightmare. Only this wasn't a nightmare. 

He grabbed his pillow and pulled it closer to his chest as he looked around his room, taking in everything and calming himself down. His breath still unsteady. 

It wasn't the first time he had a dream like this. But it was different than all the other ones before. The way he called him Hao was the thing that got to him the most. Why did he give him a nickname? 

The fact that Minghao actually talked to him the day before still drove him crazy. Is that why you're dreaming about him? 

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"Hey Junhui."

Wonwoo's deep voice made Junhui look up. He was just grabbing some books from his locker as he was making his way to their first lesson, math.

"Hey Wonu."

Wonwoo huffed after hearing the little nickname Junhui has been giving him for a while now. "I'm serious. Stop calling me like that, you stupid ass. I will kill you someday I swear to god."

Junhui avoided Wonwoo's hand, that tried to grab his hair. "Don't! I actually put effort in my hair this morning! Don't!" "Oooh so Minghao boy will notice you. Huh?"

His heart made a little jump, hearing that name. Does he know? But that's impossible. 

"W-what.?" Junhui noticed himself getting a little shy by hearing his name. Not that Wonwoo could actually know because he was already at home yesterday when he met Minghao. He wasn't actually planning on telling him soon. Even though they were best friends, he promised Minghao to keep it a secret, because Junhui himself was also shy about his secret. 

It scared Junhui a little when he felt someone tugging on the back of his shirt. Who could it be? Beside Wonwoo, he was partically all alone in school. He turned around and gulped when he saw who approached him. 

"Hey Junhui." A smile creeped on the boy's face, who stared back in Junhui's eyes. 

"M-Minghao! Hey!" 

He could hit himself right away, that sounded way too enthusiastic.. Why was he so nervous around the boy?!

"We have math together, right?" 

He's just asking something all normal people do. He probably just wants to know in which classroom we're seated. Just calm your tits Junhui. 

"Yes, I thought so. You're early today!" Junhui tried to sound confident while his heart was racing at an insane pace.  He also regretted his comment, what if he embarrassed Minghao with the way he showed up at school? 

"Silly! I decided to actually show up early today, surprise." Minghao smiled, so Junhui figured he didn't mind his comment, luckily. 

Junhui's heart couldn't stop racing as he stared at Minghao right in front of him. He couldn't stop thinking of how perfect he was up close. His mind went blank as he saw the younger eyes stare back into his. So beautiful... 

"So.." Minghao broke the silence, what made Junhui realize they just stared at each other for a short while. Why do you have to be so awkward, you stupid Junhui mentally cursed himself. 

"..I heard there is an upcoming project, we have to pair up and stuff. So I was wondering if, maybe, only if you want of course, we can do it together..?" 

Junhui never saw Minghao shy, nor a blush on his cheeks. Was this really happening? 

"Are you okay with that? I mean, how about the people who are going to see us in class together?" 

"I'm okay with that! You're really nice, it can't harm the two of us right?"

 Of course not.. Junhui thought to himself. Working together with him would already be a dream coming true. But he wasn't expecting Minghao to actually be together with him in public. So what changed his mind. 

If he could actually control his feelings. That was the only thing he was worried about, because every time he saw him it already drove him insane. How was he going to be able to help him with music and school?! That ment they were about to actually spend a lot of time together..

Far away he also thought about how he actually just ditched Wonwoo, but he would understand for this reason right? 

The buzzer started ringing which woke Junhui up from his thoughts again. "Shall we go then?" Minghao asked the older. 

"Y-yeah, sure!"