Hopelessly depressed by you

barely preparing for disaster

"umph ... where am i? ... someone is calling me, and looks desperate ... wow ... no need to shout!"

"What happened? I just remember arriving at the rehearsal ... and seeing everyone excited about the announcement of the auditions ... but ... that was it ... "

Damn, why so much noise? Why is Sam staring at me? In fact why is Sam on top of me? .... wow ... what am I doing lying ... on the floor?

"Ok ... ok ... it's okay. I'm fine Sam, it was just dizzy. I didn't eat much for breakfast!" (Of course Sam doesn't need to know that I didn't eat anything ... I was in a hurry ... and also not hungry.)

"No problem, guys, I'm going to stop by the canteen before I get the car and pick up a fruit just to be sure before I go home and have dinner. No need to worry"

"What is this, Sam? You don't have to accompany me ... I already lied to you, man? It's really okay." (Of course, you just don't know, of course!)

(My God! I need to start taking more care not to make the Glee people suspicious that something is wrong with me, otherwise they will end up talking to Miss Pillsbury, and then things will turn into a snowball .... Go everything takes on such a large proportion that they will speak to my parents and what I need least is that my parents and my mother feel obliged to pretend that they care about me.)

"Uh ... Of course Artie .... I have the audition tomorrow afternoon. Whatever you think is best, it's fine with me. And since my audition will be tomorrow, can I take the rest of today to get ready? "

(Stop looking at me with that face, Sam, for God's sake!)

"Thank you guys! Tomorrow we speak in the auditorium for the audition ... let me enjoy it and stop by the cafeteria before going home to prepare ... No! You really don't have to go with me Sam. driving ... wow ... a message from my mother (kkkkk ... it seems, but they have no idea about it after all) ... I need to go to the dry cleaner to get her dress and then deliver it to her office. "

(Little do they know that my mom does nothing more than drink tea and talk about my dad at the club with her friends)

"See you tomorrow guys! Any changes to the audition times send me a message! Bye!"

(My God! My God! My God! .... I need to run to the bathroom ... argh ... my stomach is churning! I think I'm going to be sick!)

ARGHHHHHHH ....

(Wow .... it's hard to breathe !!! Everything's spinning !!! I think it's better to wait a little longer here quietly in my corner! Enjoy that practically no one comes to this toilet cubicle anyway! Just until this dizziness passes ... just a little ... just one ...)

WOW .... "Where am I? Ahhhh in McKinley's bathroom!" ... (Funny; I never thought I'd be able to find the bathroom floor a comfortable place?)

(How long have I been here? ... Are you really stupid, Blaine Anderson? ... It's been two hours since you said goodbye at the Glee Club ... People must have already left, at least I hope. I want to see I can get out of here without feeling embarrassed or calling someone's attention through the corridors.)

"Take a deep breath Blaine! Take a deep breath! .... Go ... you can do it! The car is not that far away! Just walk slowly and you get there!"

Thank goodness the hall is empty! My head is hurting too much to be able to focus on some kind of excuse for me to be here yet, in addition to focusing on each step and keeping myself upright! "... (Duuuude ..... I never thought the hall was so long and so clear!)

"Almost there! Almost ... where's the damn key?" ... (Wonderful! Just lowering my head to look for the damn key in the bag has already made me dizzy ... Hell! ... You're really weak Blaine !)

"HAAAAA! I found you damn you! Now just wait and focus and those stars in my vision disappear! ... Very well! Come on ... start the car ... home, boy! You can do it ... "