Demoiselle

Chapter 12

A/N: May gusto ba ulit kayong makilalang protector ni Lady Avia? leave a comment here :)

I ALREADY ACCEPT the fact that I am destined to do all these things, to help them. If I am the one who can help them with their problem then so be it. But how can I help them? I'm just a human, powerless... well, my protectors are powerful and I can do nothing how can I help them?

I need to talk to Mom and Dad. Kailangan kong malaman ang tungkol sa pagkatao ko, kailangan kong malaman lahat ng tungkol saakin, kung sino ba talaga ako at saan ako nag mula. I can't even remember about my childhood, hindi malinaw saaakin ang mga ala-ala ko nung ako'y bata pa, and i don't have memories playing with a friend with a kid.

Tanging mga katulong, mga kamag anak, at sina Mom and Dad lang ang nakakasama ko sa bahay at nakakalaro. Home Schooled ako from kinder to Elementary, and when I turned my junior and senior high school life, my parents enrolled me in all girl school, nitong college ko lang sila na kumbinsi na mag-aral sa normal na paaralan and they agreed, kahit na hindi buo ang desisyon ni Dad na payagan ako. I love my parents; they give everything that I need even if i'm not asking for them to give it to me.

But now that there is another story about my life, I'm starting to doubt about them; about their behaviour back then. I noticed that every night, they are talking in the balcony like they are waiting for someone there. Minsan, may mga sinasabi sila saakin na hindi ko lubos maintindihan, 'yung pagiging over protective nila saaakin kahit na sa maliliit na bagay lang, but mostly they are so afraid when I'm meeting and talking to someone I don't know. Kaya mas nasanay ako na ako lang mag-isa, kasi ayaw nila, pinag babawalan nila akong kumausap ng kahit na sino maliban sakanilang mga kilala ko na matagal.

Now I realize all of it. Hindi malinaw pero may kutob na ako na ginagawa nila ang mga bagay na 'yon para saakin, dahil siguro kailangan nilang gawin, hindi lang dahil sa mahal nila ako.

Natigil ako sa pag iisip at pag susuklay ng aking buhok nang may kumatok sa pintuan, tatayo sana ako upang buksan iyon nang bumukas na itong tuluyan at iniluwa si Mowi nang may malawak at maaliwalas na ngiti.

"Hey Vi! How's your sleep?" lumapit siya saakin na nakaupo sa tapat ng vanity mirror sa kwarto na ito, pilit niyang kinuha saakin ang hair brush na hawak ko at siya na ang nag patuloy sa pag suklay sa mahaba kong buhok. Wala na lang akong nagawa at tumingin na lamang sakanyang abala sa pag suklay ng buhok ko mula sa salamin.

"Maayos naman. Masyadong malambot at Malaki ang kama nila rito." Masaya kong saad. Bumungisngis rin siya at umirap saakin.

"Glad you sleep well, unlike me. Dim keeps on telling stories that I don't want to hear, sobrang lasing niya kagabi kaya pati ako inistorbo sa pag tulog. Duwag namang gawin ko siyang bato o kaya naman bigyan ng ahas." She laughed after finishing her sentence.

I nod. "I think he's really like that, annoying." We both laugh after that.

Dim is like a kid inside a man, sobrang kulit ng personality na first time maranasan lahat ng bagay. But when he's becoming serious, nothing can break his seriousness, mostly when he's protecting me.

"Uhm, Mowi can I ask you a favour?" she stop from combing my hair then looked at me at the mirror. "Can you tell Dim, Locki, Hara, a-and even P-Pierre to come here? I just want to talk to all of you." sandali niya akong pinag masdan mula sa salamin bago tumango at inilapag ang hair brush sa table.

"Sure, I will just look for them. Wait for us here." She said with a smile on her face before she turned her back at me and leave.

I need to bond a relationship with my protectors, and I need there help in a lot of things. I want to start this battle.