Sanders Sides One Shots(HIATUS)

My R(No Ship)

 I'm sorry.... I felt like writing something angsty and this just... happened, I guess. I'm sorry for making my favorite characters die. *cri*
TW: suicide, attempted suicide, mentions of abuse, mentions of cutting, implied major character death, a n g s t

Human AU, high school AU. Deceit's name is Ethan in this.

song: My R by Rachie(Lyrics are italicized and underlined, I changed some of the pronouns and adjectives to match the sides)

Just as I was about to take my shoes
Off on the rooftop there I see

A boy with messy hair here before me
Despite myself, I go and scream

Virgil stepped into the elevator. The door slid shut behind him.

He jammed the button labeled, "12" with his thumb.

His clothes felt heavy on his skin, the scars underneath his hoodie burning.

The elevator ascended.

With an exhale, Virgil stepped into the hallway. It was a hallway like any other.

He walked past his apartment and shoved open the door directly to the right, revealing a bleached concrete stairway.

His shoes tapped against the stairs as he stepped. Click. Click.

He ascended the final stair, the wind whistling in his ears.

He wasn't alone.

Oh crap, Virgil thought.

...Roman.

And before Virgil could stop himself, he was basically shouting over the wind.

"Hey, don't do, it please!"

Immediately Virgil's anxiety kicked in. He shrunk backwards, thoughts racing through his head.

Whoa wait, what the hell did I just say?
I couldn't care less either way
Really though, I was somewhat pissed
This was an opportunity missed

"Virgil?" Roman's voice carried to his ears.

Why would he come here? He's the most popular kid in school! He does theater, and he's the best trumpet player in band! Heck, he even got the solo in chorus!

The boy with messy hair
Told me his woes
"You've probably heard
It all before"

Roman sighed.

"I really thought that he
Might be the one
But then he told me
he was done"

And before Virgil knew what he was doing, he was screaming at Roman. He had no right to jump! He had a happy life, lots of friends, good parents, and lots of money! Just because some boy didn't want to date him didn't mean that he should end his life! The words spilled out of his mouth before he could stop them.

For god's sake, please!
Are you serious?
I just can't believe
Because of some
Dumb excuse
You got here before me
Are you upset
Cause you can't have what you wanted?
You should be glad you've never gotten
Robbed of anything!

And Roman blinked the tears out of his eyes. For a second Virgil flinched backwards. He's gonna punch me and hurt me and I messed everything up-