This is a rant/explanation for why I haven't been updating
So lately I've been feeling shitty
To put it simply, I'm depressed. School was sort of an escape from my parents(mainly my homophobic dad) and it was a place where I could actually be myself and express myself.
So when the COVID pandemic started I wasn't happy. In fact, the longer it went on, the more depressed and unmotivated and uncreative I got. Currently it's been five months without seeing my friends.
I'm just not in a great place with my mental health at the moment. I lost any and all motivation to do anything. To put it simply, that's why it's taken me weeks to get oneshots out and why I haven't updated my chaptered works in months now.
I'm really sorry... I feel like I'm letting you all down, but I just can't find any motivation. It up and left, just fucking walked out the door. Anything that I write I'm not happy with at all, but I still publish some of it because I feel like I need to get something out. I know it's not even close to my best work but I feel like you'll be disappointed in me for being so lazy and not writing.
I'm sorry that I can't find motivation. Just a little a/n to explain why I haven't updated in forever.
Keep in mind that I am not abandoning these books. Far from it. I'm just trying to find the motivation to write, and that might take a while.
This is an unedited mess
*hits publish*
YOU ARE READING
Sanders Sides One Shots(HIATUS)
Fiksi Penggemar(HI I NOTICED THAT THIS WAS #1 IN DLAMP FOR SOME REASON IF YOURE LOOKING FOR DLAMP I HAVE A FULL STORY ON MY PROFILE :) Just another book of one-shots! Find the original version on Quotev :D All of these are mine, you know because they're crappy as...
