Words Almost Said//Taehyung X Reader//Book 2 {Completed}

Chapter 12

its been 2 years now, not much has changed to be honest. well Adam is a happy, and supper healthy 2 year old who has way to much energy for either of his parents

and we have a baby. a beautiful girl Achu (means: A justice loving, brave and wonderful person) she's only 6 months old. and we have another precious child on the way. another girl! we've been talking about names and we decided on Nermana (means: Hero) she's due in 6 months!

Charlie got her voice fully back and she's off to college in the fall to study Public speaking. she says i was her inspiration for what to choose as her career. she wants to speak against all those who do wrong to innocent.

and she seems to be really passionate about it so who am i to try and stop her?

I'm currently going to physical therapy for my legs, cause i finally got my miracle. my spine is slowly healing itself, so once i could feel everything in my legs again i was sent to therapy to try and get me walking again. 

when i was pregnant with Achu, i wasn't going to stay home from our sessions cause i really wanted to walk again, and i ended up going into labor in their waiting room. but I'm getting really close to being able to walk on my own! which is exciting! I've been walking short distances around our house with the help of counter tops and other things 

 and the kids are so cute and loving towards anyone of the older one when they're stressed. they'll give them more hugs and kisses to brighten their day and its the cutest thing! i don't know how i got so lucky!

Felix got his own apartment, and he got his GED!! and he also got into a good college, which makes me so proud! he also found his special someone! he's only brought him over a few times, he seems nice, kinda clingy but not as much as Felix. he seems really edgy at first but after hours of talking he's actually really soft

i believe his name was Changbin? but they are a really cute couple!

Felix comes over to visit a few times a month and claims "i can't stay away from my amazing family that long" when we all know he's tired of fast food and his annoying neighbors!

Tae got the boys back together, they auditioned for a company again, and they got in!! their name in BTS. bullet proof boy scouts. i didn't quiet like the meaning at first, but it grew on me after a while. that was a year ago

and they are slowly climbing the charts like they did back when me and Tae met. he's not home that much anymore. so Felix tries to escape college more often, so the little ones have some type of father figure at least, just till Tae has more time on his hands.

i honestly miss Tae always being around to help me with the kids. but now i have them in day care while i go to therapy. they have friends over every so often. Charlie is so dedicated to her studies and her role in this game called life that she can only make over a couple times a year. she has an apartment of her own already and lives in a town like 3 hours away

which is to far for my liking!!

yes I'm one of those clingy mothers, but i'm not clingy to the point i smother them, i just really love my children, and my husband. cause i wouldn't be here right now if it wasn't for them! i love them so much! maybe even a little to much!

you might be thinking how do i live in a home with 2 kids and one on the way if i cant walk well.. well i push myself really hard to keep the house clean, i have to take a lot of breaks, but at least i get it done, i still have my wheel chair so i can get around a bit easier. i get a lot of aches and pains in my legs when i walk for to long

its hard, but i have my ways of getting around and getting stuff done. I'm actually pretty proud of myself that i can do all  these things even though i have this disability! nothing can stop me! i am unstoppable

when my family's health and well being is on the line nothing can stop me from being a mother and wife, taking care of them when they need it or can't do it themselves 

heck i still take care of my baby's who are in college. i send them letters filled with encouragement! and i send them recipes hoping they'll eat something more then fast food

and i make sure no matter how hard times get, i have a spare room and my arms are open. and i especially make sure they know that they are loved so much, even if i cant be there to take care of them i still care for them.

and out of the blue sometimes I'll send them gifts, like for Felix, he likes video games. and for Charlie, she likes Quotes and stuffed animals. and on their birthdays i send money just in case they're struggling with payments of some kind

but i love them with all our heart!

and i will continue to love them for the rest of forever

this was the story of how i looked death in the eye and said "i dare you" and lived. and if i could, so can you!