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The Game

We were watching the game & the boys were leading.

Kay was playing so bloody good too.

I smiled & the hooter went for half time.

I smiled & they walked back into the dressing room.

I smiled watching him, he was perfect.

My phone dinged and it was a text from Aria.

Aria: Hey, this video was just on a girls group on Facebook sis.

I watched the video of Kalyn in a club last night absolutely off his face drunk, with a few other boys, and a group of girls sitting with them. He was talking to one of the girls & one of the guys to the side, then fell over the chair and the girls all laughed, one helping him up and hitting his chest. He laughed & walked to the boys, sitting down again.

Me: Are you fucking kidding me?

Aria: I'm sorry babe, I thought you should see it.

Me: What a jerk he is.

Aria: Need me to come over?

Me: Nah, I'm okay. Gonna text him the video & go to sleep I think. I'm done.

Aria: Okay well text me if you need me.

Me: I will, thank you for sending it to me. X

Aria: Love you always sis XX

I sent the video to Kalyn and laughed.

"Your daddy was perfect, now he's just a big dickhead footy player." I mumbled to Lottie, carrying her upstairs.

I wouldn't get a reply from Kalyn til later tonight so I just went to bed with Lottie beside me.

I laid in bed and had her on my boob as she laid beside me.

"Goodnight beautiful girl." I whispered, rubbing her hair back.

After watching her sleep for what felt like ages, I paused my movie and looked at my phone.

Kalyn.

Kay: I'm sorry, I was acting like a cock last night, the boys gave it to me this morning.

Me: I hope they did.

Kay: Nothing happened with any of those girls though, if that's what you were thinking.

Me: You better be telling the truth.

Kay: Why would I lie?

Me: Just pray to god you are telling the truth, because if I find out it's a lie, this is over.

Kay: Come on baby, have a bit of faith in me.

Me: I'd have faith if you texted me first saying you were drunk and there were girls all around you, instead I've gotta find out by a video on Facebook.

Kay: Where was the video?

Me: In a girls group on Facebook, some girl that was there recorded it.

Kay: Well I swear to god I was just drunk, I didn't touch anyone.

Me: Whatever, I'm going to bed.

Kay: Wait, did you watch the game?

Me: The start yeah, then I seen the video and went to bed.

Kay: We won.

Me: Awesome, goodnight.

I turned my phone off so I wouldn't get any more messages & sighed.

"What the hell am I doing with my life?"