Falling For my Partner

Chapter 9: i ruined everything

(Yang) P O V

Once we finish eating I thought to buy Blake a dessert to light up the mood you know. "So what now?" Blake question looking at me "well I was thinking to buy a dessert..if you want?" Blake smiled at me god that smile.

"Yeah I'm in for dessert" I reach in and grabbed a menu of dessert. "Okay there's cheese cake, chocolate cake, Flan De Queso and pumpkin cake" I told her looking up from the menu. "I would like a....cheese cake" as soon she said that Skyla came in with a smile. "Are we finish here?" She question pointing at our plate. "Yes..i would like to order a dessert" I told her watching her as she picks up our plate and drink. "Yes what would you like?" "I would like a cheese cake". Skyla put the plates down and started to right it down at her notepad like come on she cannot remember a damn cheese cake?

"Would you like two cheese cake or one?" Skyla question looking at Blake with a smile. "One please" I told her cutting of Blake as she was about to speak. "Okay I will be right back" Skyla put her notepad back down at her pocket and walked away with our plates. "You could at least be nice to her" Blake told me looking at the table.

"What? Really? You except me to be nice to a girl that is hitting on you?" I question in disbelieve at her "uh yes she's just doing her job" "oh yeah her job is flirt with you" I scoff at her crossing my arms over my chest. "Why are you being like this? All protected and jealousy?" I looked back at Blake with anger in my eyes

"Because that's what friend do they protect each other Blake" I told her as my anger raised. "And also Friends support each other Yang." Blake fight back "oh I'm sorry am I not being very supporty?." I said feeling my whole body getting hot. "No you are not you are just being an asshole."

That's when I snap "Fine if a guy came here and started to harassing or touching you some shit, don't come crying to this asshole because I'm done." That was my final word as I stand up and walked away from her. Hearing Blake calling my name to come back but I ignored it. I had enough of this bullshit that I just want away, away from her and from everybody. I walked in a gas station buy some beer and Vodka. "Is this all ma'am?" Said the lady as she beeped everything. "Um...yeah and some cigarette" the lady walked behind her and grab a bag of cigarettes in the counter.

It's been awhile since i drink or smoked. But time changes now "it will be twenty five dollars and fourteen cents" I reaching my wallet and pulled out the money for her "here and keep the change" I grabbed my things and leave to a place that I haven't been since I meet Blake.

( Blake ) P O V

I been looking around for hours and I haven't seen Yang. "Shit where is she?" I went to the dorms hoping to see Yang there laying in her bed but she's not there so I went to her favorite Bar but realized it's close on Monday's.

I went on her favorite restaurant, bars and the gym. "If only I kept my mouth shut" I whisper leaning on a tree that sometime we sit and talk or have a comfortable silence. My head was rushing thinking where she's at or is she's safe.?

Then I remember this place she's go when she's angry or sad about something. I quickly stand up straight and run towards to the cliff. Once I finally got there alcohol and cigarettes hits my nose making me grinch at the smell. I looked around seeing beer bottles everywhere. "Ugh those human doesn't know how to clean up by themselves" I whisper looking around of the mess. Until my eyes caught a clips of Blond hair and..smoke?

I walked to the person knowing damn well it's Yang. "Yang?" I called out getting her attention. "What are you doing here? I told you when someone is harassing you don't come to me" Yang said in a bitter voice. "oh my god Yang are you smoking cigarettes?" I looked at her in disbelief as I stand right next to her.

"Noo this is vape.....wait..isn't that the same thing?...oh well" Yang shrugged it off as she took a deep long huff of the cigarette. "Did you know that can killed you, you Dumbass" I snatch the cigarette of her hand making her grow in annoy. "Yeah thats the whole point..I guess" Yang reach out to grab the cigarette back but I pulled away from her reach. "Yang what do you mean that's the whole point?"

I kneel down next to her as worried filled my face. "I mean like...isn't why people smoke cigarette?" She question grabbing a whole bottle of vodka and drink of it almost empty it. "No people smoke because they are tress or they have a problem.... stop that" I grabbed the vodka away from her. "Why are you doing this?" I question sitting doing next to her. While putting out of the cigarette and closing the Vodka bottle.

"Because I'm scared and worried" Yang said looking up at the night sky. "Of what? Yang you are not the type of person to be worried and scared" Yang sign deeply opening another bottle of beer. "I'm worried that you will leave me" she whisper taking a sip from it.

"Yang I would never leave you" I told her placing my hand on her shoulder. "Bullshit because everyone likes you Blake. Like come on look at you, Your beautiful, smart, sweet and the kindest person ever...every guy or girl wants you...and soon you will meet somebody and BOOM you leave me" Yang ramble on as she took a big sip. "That wouldn't happed Yang, no matter what will happed I'm gonna stay with you okay?"

Yang looked at me for a awhile before she did something that shocks the life of me...she kissed me. As her lips moved in sync while mine stay still from the shock. Yang pulled away and looked at me as sadness came to her as she realized that I didn't kiss her back or did anything. I just stay there looking at her shock. "Fuck... fuck fuck fuck" Yang cursed as she stand up and took a couple of steps away from me "Fuck I ruined everything didn't I?" Yang put both of her hand on her head as she started to cry.

"Yang calm down" I told her getting up. "HOW TO FUCK I CAN GET TO CALM DOWN?!.... you don't love me like I love you Blake I ruined everything...our friendship what we fucking have Blake." Yang was a mess that tears wouldn't stop falling as her breath started to come short. "Yang.." I whisper taking a step close to her but only to have her take a step back "I..can't..I just...can't" then all of a sudden she collapsed as she fall forward.

I grabbed her as she almost fall to the ground. I'm guessing that the alcohol and the cigarette finally got her.