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Twenty Three - No Control

Louis pushed me up against the door as soon as it was fully shut. His lips attached to my neck and his hands found their way to my hips, gently holding me in place. His aura wasn't as lustful as he had been in the past, he was taking it slower, gentler. My arms loosely draped around his neck as I guided his lips back up to meet mine.

He moved his hands down from my hips to my butt, going lower until he picked me up effortlessly. My legs instinctively wrapped around his waist as I was lifted up, our kiss never breaking. He held me up with his large hands grasping at my ass as he walked us over to his bed. I forget how strong he is sometimes.

Louis gently placed me on the bed and crawled on top of me, breaking out kiss.
I heard him whisper, "I adore you," before diving back in to kiss me slowly. I wasn't able to respond before his lips left me again.

"I want to take it slow." He whispered, his voice still hoarse from kissing me. He placed his forehead against mine and locked eyes with me. "I want to remember this for the rest of my life."

I could only stare back up into his ocean blue eyes and wonder the secrets locked behind them. Did he really love me like he said?
I nodded in response, unable to form words. I was so incredibly enthralled with this man.

Louis kissed my forehead and left a trail of kisses down to my neck before he sat up, his legs on either side of mine. He pulled off his shirt effortlessly and I could feel my cheeks heat up. He must have noticed because his beautiful smile shined through as he chuckled a bit.

He slid the fabric of my shirt up and off of me gently, as if I was a porcelain doll he was afraid to break. He undressed both of us, and soon I was lying beneath the man I loved more than anything in the world, completely exposed.

Louis was even more captivating in his natural beauty. He had kissed every inch of me before aligning our hips. I could feel his tip at my entrance, throbbing, begging for friction. He whispered to me again. "When you say you love me, know I love you more."

He slowly pushed into me and I felt an unfamiliar stretch, pain shooting from my intimate area. My eyes welled with tears and Louis halted his thrust immediately to kiss my forehead. My hands gripped his shoulders harder.

"Relax, love." He soothed. "I've got you." The amount of restraint he was showing, half-sheathed and able to steady our hips to make sure I was acclimated to his size. I took a deep breath and relaxed my core muscles that had tensed at the pain. I relaxed my grip on his shoulders a bit and Louis took that as his cue to push further.

He was now fully sheathed inside of me, my body aching at the stretch. He was very well-endowed and he had been bashful about it at first, knowing this was my first real time and not wanting to hurt me.

"I c-can't." I stuttered, my eyes shut tight, my hands gripping his shoulders hard again. Tears spilled over my cheeks at the pain.

"What do you want me to do?" Louis' voice was worried, but I couldn't see his face. I tore my eyes open slowly, pleading with him to make the pain stop. I knew if he pulled out all at once I could possibly get hurt more, and he obviously did too.

My eyes were full of hot tears as I begged him. "M-move."

"What?" Louis stared at me dumbfounded. "Cass-"

"It'll go away." I could barely get out more than a mumble, fighting the urge to scream. Louis looked sadly into my eyes and nodded, pulling out the smallest amount he could before thrusting back in.