-
I knew I couldn't have him, because I knew he loved someone else.
He loved someone that wasn't me. He loved someone that could treat him better. I knew this, yet I kept trying. I kept trying to make him see.
I wanted him to know that even if he used me to feel better, even if he lied, I'd still want him to love me.
I'd still want him to call me his.
-
The professor goes on and on about sociology, while I am trapped in my own world. A world where everything is perfect. Even after what Luna told me earlier in the dorm, I couldn't help it. I couldn't help but remember that night.
"Rose, I'd like you to pay attention instead of wandering off into some weird fantasy of yours." The whole class laughed at me. Even they knew that I am indeed, trapped. I argued back, "I'd like to find your lessons interesting but because you're such a bad teacher I can't help but not focus."
I got sent to the counsellor's office.
"Is there anything I can do for you?" The counsellor Mrs. Brown asked. I nodded, "I want to call Luna." She left the office so that I can talk privately. "Luna, I don't like this place. Can you come get me?". I heard Luna sigh.
"I'll come get you. Stay there and don't panic." I smiled. No one understands. No one understands why I do what I do.
But Rin did.
-
