Thoughts From A Victim

You act like you didn't smile in our kiss,

You act like you didn't hold me naked in your arms

You act like you didn't look me in the eyes and say how beautiful I was

You said you wanted someone to give me the world

Because I deserved it

Well guess what?

I wanted you to be that someone

I didn't want the others that you got jealous over

I didn't need anyone else

I needed you

And no matter how many times I said that

You still didn't believe me

The endless fights about him made me happy because you cared

The moments we spent together made me crave more of you

The love we had was real

The future looked bright for us

But you didn't want it

Instead you pushed me away

Looked me in a box in the back of your mind

While I sit here and miss you every second of every day.

Call me crazy for falling so fast

But I haven't opened up to anyone like that

I couldn't call you mine

I couldn't call you babe

I couldn't call you on the phone

I couldn't call you out

So, what do I call you now?