Thoughts From A Victim

Sex is great,

For a little bit of time.

I am no longer numb,

It's just me and him.

I'm going to be honest,

Sex ruined me once,

And it wasn't because it was bad,

It was because I didn't want it.

Drugged and drunk,

Awake and passed out.

At fourteen an eighteen-year-old,

Had broken me,

With what was supposed to be,

An intimate act.

Sex ruined me,

But now I feel alive.

Sex now makes me feel alive.