broken wings

chpt. 6

It's officially summer break, and my birthday is today, somehow when I woke up this morning, nobody said a thing to me, but I was expecting a little something from somebody. So while everybody was being extremely wierd, I decided I was gonna do a little shopping at least past time.

"Hey baby, where are you going?" My mom asked "I'm going to the mall, I'll be back sooner or later" "ok have fun". Is she serious right now? I opened the door and walked to my car. As soon as I opened my door I got a phone call.

~hello~ I answered without checking the caller I.D.
~hey square, what you doing?~ it was Justin
~nothing really, I'm heading to the mall, everybody is being extra wierd today, so I'm just trying to get out of the house~
~well dang, I wonder why, but anyways I looked on the calendar and I saw that it was your Birthday today, Happy Birthday~
~gee thanks, at least someone remembered~
~why ma ain't say nothing?~
~I don't know Justin, so right now I'm just gonna go about my day~
~alright have fun, love you~
~love you too~ I hung up the phone.

I got inside my car and turned on the radio, once I was fully comfortable inside I turned the ignition and made my way downtown to Georgia. 45 minutes passed and I was in front of the mall, the first place I went by was Bath and Body Works. I got some body wash, some lotion, and scented candles.

I spent $150, once I was done there I went straight to Victoria Secrets, I needed to add some more stuff to my collection. The first thing I bought was some new underwear and some bras, I got 4 matching sets and a couple of randoms. I got a new bag, some pullovers, and leggings, and some biker shorts, because I have been wanting them for awhile now.

I swiped my card and left, my phone starting ringing "Jay🐻❤🤞🏾" flashed across the screen.
~hello~
~hey where are you~
~why J. What do you want?~
~I wanna see you~ I sighed
~I'm at the mall~
~ok I'm on my way~ he hung up

I looked down at the phone in shock "did he just hang up on me" I said out loud. I walked off and went to the food court, I stopped by American Deli and I got a boneless wing meal. As I was waiting on my food Jullian texted me.

As soon as I saw him walking up the stairs I grabbed my food. He walked up to me "hey"
"hey" I said dryly. I passed him to walk down the stairs.
''where are you going now?"
"Tattoo shop" I replied
"so you're getting a tattoo?"
"No something pierced"
"alright I'll ride with you, and you can drop me to my car when you're done" he said.

"Okay come on". I headed straight out of the double doors and walked to my car, I used the button to unlock the doors and hopped right in. I started up the engine, and looked out the window, I saw him slowly making his way to the car, and he was honestly gonna get left if he walked any slower.

I reached for my phone and connected it to carplay and turned on some music, he finally got in the car, I just looked at him. "What?"
"Nothing". I pulled off and drove to the nearest tattoo shop, Jullian started touching and shaking me.

"Stop" I said
"what's with the attitude?, huh?, you've been like this since I got here"
"I don't have an attitude so please stop touching me" "oh it's like that?".

"It's been like that," I snapped. I tuned him out and just focused on driving, I pulled into one of the parking spots, and turned the engine off. I got out of the car and started walking, as I was headed into the building, I felt him pull me back.
"Kehaulani stop and talk to me, what's wrong with you?". I sighed
"nothing Jullian".

My emotions are all over the place, I'm not mad at him, It's just that I discussed this to him last week, he knew what my birthday meant to me, but he came around me all smiley and still hasn't said anything to me.