Dei's P.O.V
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I pondered whether if I even should be in the gang. I wanted to be tough, & prove to my sister that I can be a badass. I sighed. " Nitta, I don't know if I wanna do this anymore .." She looked at me with relief. 'Good' she mouthed to me; this was going to be a lonnnng night when they leave.
They eventually left, and Nitta tagged along with them. What should I do now ? I sat on the couch & flipped threw channels. Boring. I went up stairs & changed my clothes. I but my hair in a high floppy bun, my ripped skinnies, along with a Bullet for My Valentine shirt with black vans. I took my keys & phone, then out the door I went. I had no idea where exactly I was going, but I wasn't going to stop. I couldn't visit Brad in the hospital until next week, & I didn't have dance practice for awhile. I couldn't do nothing in this world. Nitta's always with her little gang bang boyfriends. My headphones were in, playing music loudly, walking. Just walking, nowhere in particular. Unexpectedly I was bumped by some guy. By his attire, he didn't look that bad. Buff arms, around 6'1", light skinned, with hazel eyes. He noticed me gazing in his appearence like a dumbass.
"I'm sorry, I didn't see you there." He said in a smooth cool voice. I snapped back to reality, & looked at him. He was smiling at me & his hand scratching the back of his head. Ohhhh man his muscles were so beautiful. "Nah, it's all good" I said taking a headphone out. I smiled back him. He smelt so good, I had to contain myself.
"So, where you headed ?" I asked, breaking the silence.
"Nowhere in particular. Just walking. How bout yourself ?"
"Nowhere, just walking." I smiled.
"So, since we're just walking, nowhere in particular, you wanna get to know one another, perhaps ?" He asked. I nodded my head, & we walked together.
I didn't expect him to be as I thought he would. He just moved out here due to his parents divorce. His dad works as a resturant chef, & he works in Spencers. He goes to the same school as me, sweet Jesus. & with all this, he manages to do football. He's like my perfect dream guy.
Surprisingly we came apon my house. I raised an eyebrow in concern. I looked at my phone to see what time it was. 11:45, holy crap.
"Hey uh, it's getting late. So I think I'm gonna go in now. See you around." I smiled. I paused & turned around, " .. What's your name ?" I asked.
"Mason." He said smiling. His smile was so beautiful. Glistening teeth, & dimples. Lord help me !
"Im Deiannaira. Dei for short." I said winking at him. I took his hand, & wrote my number down. I shut the door slowly, & went upstairs & waited for his text...
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It's been 2 months since me & Mason were talking. He's probably one of the easiest people you can talk to. We would hang out every day, go out to lunch. Nitta thought he was cool, but I felt super guilty on the other hand. I miss Brad like crazy but it seemed like we weren't even dating anymore. I miss him more then ever, it makes me cry sometimes cos I know I'm not by his side. But, he said I should be happy cos he said he had a surprise for me.
A knock on the door stopped my train of thought. I got up to see who it was. No doubt about it was Mason.
"Uh, hey." I said with a smile, sightly embarassed.
"Nice clothes ..." he said wondering his eyes around my house.
Nice clothes ? Boy boom ! I had spiderman boxers on with a sports bra, & my hair was in a high pony tail. I did not look cute.
"You have a belly button peircing ?" he asked. "Awe yeah, me & Nitta got one together."
"Dei, I have to tell you somehing," he said taking adeep breath, "I really really like you. Maybe even love. I know it's been almost 3 months since we met, but I've seen we've grown close to one another. I cant help the fact that I do. Your super gorgeous. The way your hair falls, your eyes are just phenominom. Your body is just beautiful, your the perfect girl for me. Your lips complete your beautiful face along with your dimples & freckles. Dei, you just don't understand how much I truly like you.."
Was he really saying all this ? My ords were so tangled up I couldn't think. He sat next to me, & put his arm around my shoulders. My heart was beating fast, the smell of mint filled my nose. He pressed his lips against mine. I couldn't help it. His were so soft. I gave in, kissedd back...
We were so caught up in the moment. I had no idea what was going on. I felt someone getting closer to us, but I ignored it. He laid down, & pulled me on top of him. Still lip locking, he took his shirt off. He beautiful abs made me choke in my throat. His abs had an affectionate way to me, made me like him even more. He pulled me in closer, as if he wanted to be conjoined. The door slammed unexpedly.
"What the fuck is this ?"
Oh my god. Is it really him ? I looked up to see Brad looking at me & Mason. I stood up. I could feel my blood building as it reached its boiling point. I crossed my arms, & looked at the both of them. My guilt is eating me alive.
"Brad, baby. Haveeeee you met Mason ?" I asked sheepish.
"Whos the fuck is this Dei ?"
"Who am I, who are you ??" Mason asked.
"Brad, why are you out of the hospital so early ? I thought you were in for another 2 weeks ?" I asked confused. His fists clentched, his jaw tightened. His breathing got heavy by the second. I walked up to him to try & explain but a strong force hit my face. I flew to the floor, holding my face realizing he smacked the shit outta me. Mason stood up, pushing Brad causing him to fall.
"Yo, dude. There was like no need to hit her. If you wanna get techincal, it was ME who kissed her. She didnt do anything !" Mason shouted. Brad swung his fist, Mason dodged his hands as if it was air.
"I come to your house to surprise you & I get this faggot kissing you, & your slutty ass kissing him ?!" Brad said.
"Baby, stop it doesnt have to be like this." I said getting off the floor. e took me by my shoulders, & threw me to the couch. Mason came to see if I was okay. I nodded & he took off on Brad.
I knew i caused this, I knew I had to stop this before both of them end up in jail...
