What If?

nine

Sky flushed her vomit down the toilet, washed her hands, and walked out of the bathroom and made eye contact with Ana, who was in the the kitchen.

"You still get morning sickness. Aren't you like 12 weeks now?" Ana asked

"Um, I'm about 14 weeks now. But it's not as frequent as it was in the beginning. I'm glad the morning sickness will be over soon, because it's really been an inconvenience" Sky answered, and Ana nodded. It was obvious Ana was holding back everything she wanted to say because of Sky blowing up at her the other day. "Look, I'm sorry I blew up at you the other day. I appreciate that you care so much, but I was so overwhelmed that it was all too much" Sky apologized

"It's okay, I know I can be a bit intense. I just hope everything is okay with you" Ana says. Sky takes a seat by the counter table.

"I'd be lying if I said everything is okay. I mean everything with the baby is okay, but as far as my life is concerned. It's an absolute shit show" Sky admits to Ana.

"Try me. I'm a pretty good listener" Ana said

"I've gotten myself into a situation. I've been hanging out with Rodney, and he wants us to be exclusive. Problem is I haven't told him that I'm pregnant, or that I regularly hook up with my baby daddy" Sky says bluntly

"Yikes. Well how do you feel about him?" Ana asked

"Honestly? I really enjoy his company, and how he's able to make me forget that I'm expecting" Sky answered

"I meant what are your feelings towards him?" Ana rephrased

"I'm sexually attracted to him, if that's what your asking" Sky answered

"No, I meant do you have feelings for him?" Ana rephrased once again.

"To answer that I need more time with him. We've only been out a couple of times, that's not enough for me to want to be in a committed relationship" Sky says.

"Maybe if you tell him your secret, you'll be able to figure it out" Ana replies

"I don't want to tell him though, the whole point of him was to make me forget everything. But if I let him into my life as my boyfriend, like he wants, he'll be another person I'll have to care about, and another opinion into my situation." Sky says

"You really don't have time on your side, soon enough your belly will tell Rodney everything he needs to know" Ana said, and Sky sighed frustrated. "Unless there's another reason, you don't want to be with Rodney" Ana suggests

"What?" Sky says lost, as what she could be referring to

"Maybe you have feelings for Junior, and that's why you don't think you're ready for a relationship with Rodney" Ana smirks, and Sky starts to laugh.

"I don't have those type of feelings for Junior. I mean he's one of my best friends, and I care for him. But to say I have feelings for him is dragging it" Sky responded

"Okay, whatever you say" Ana said obviously not believing her

"I'm serious, I really don't have feelings for him" Sky said frustrated, Jazz walked into the kitchen at the moment.

"Have feelings for who?" Jazz asked as she headed to the fridge.

"Sky claims she has no feelings for Junior" Ana explained.

"Oh, she definitely has feelings for him" Jazz stated with no hesitation, Sky sighed annoyed. Jazz grabbed her juice, closed the fridge, and walked towards Ana and Sky. "Look, you and I are Tauruses. Once we fall for someone, that's the only person we see." Jazz says