Let Me Go

The Vase

She pulls into the local Goodwill parking lot. "This is where you're taking me for a date?" I question with an eyebrow raised. "This is only the first stop mamas." She gets out of her car and goes inside, I follow behind her. She heads straight for the coat section and grabs about 20 of them. I spend that time looking around and I see a vase that matches the shade of blue of Billie's hair. I lightly run my fingers over it and Billie grabs that too. She takes everything up to the register and pays for it. She puts everything in the trunk of her car and we're off to destination number two.

She pulls into a baseball training facility and pulls out all the coats she just got. I eye her suspiciously. "Billie..."

"Just trust me angel, I wouldn't intentionally hurt you." She coaxes. I put up my hands in defense and follow along. We head inside and she splits the coats up between us. She smiles at me "Put all of them on." I get to about the sixth coat and now I'm struggling to get the next one on. I look over at Billie who's struggling just as much as me if not more. She looks like a puffy marshmallow in all those coats. She looks over at me and we both burst out laughing at how ridiculous we look. She grabs two helmets and leads me into a batting cage.

"Billie how are we supposed to do this when we can't even move enough to hold a bat?" I ask.

"That's what the coats are for... we're gonna shout as loud as we can and get hit by baseballs." She explains.

"Hold up! You just said yo-"

"I know what I said. Just trust me. I used to come here when things got tough for me to destress."

No sooner than she stopped talking did balls come flying at us. We started screaming and laughing as they hit us, the padding of all the coats protecting us. After a little while the balls stopped being fired and we stripped out of the layers of coats. "Billie what are we gonna do with all these coats now?" I ask. "I hadn't actually thought that far ahead," she laughs, her cheeks turning pink. "For now..." she gathers up the coats and shoves them in the trunk of her car, "they're just gonna live there until I figure it out." We get back into her car. "I have two more stops for you mamas," Billie says, clearly excited about wherever we're going. As soon as I see the sign come into view, I get excited myself. Ya girl loves Taco Bell. She goes through the drive thru and orders food for the both of us. We get the food and Billie slaps my hand away as I reach for the bag. "Not yet." she says with a stern look on her face.

After a few minutes of driving we pull up to a small house. "Who's house is this?" I ask. "It's mine. Well, technically it's my parents house, they're not home right now, but it's where I eat, sleep, and do many other various activities." she winks at me as she says that last part. I get the feeling she's trying everything in her power to get me bothered. She grabs the bag of Taco Bell with one hand and grabs my hand with the other, pulling me into the house and up to her bedroom. She sits on her bed unpacking the food and pats the spot in front of her, wanting me to join her. I sit and we eat burritos in blissful silence with the occasional moan from Billie.

"So have you had fun today so far?" she asks smiling at me.

"Mhm, this is actually the most fun I've had since freshman year of college." I reply.

"Oooo whatchu go to college for mamas?"

"Graphic design and animation actually. But nobody is fucking hiring entry level jobs for college grads so I'm kinda screwed." I roll my eyes.

"So you're telling me I'm on a date with a fucking genius right now?" her eyebrows shoot up and she gasps.

"Hah no, just someone who basically likes to draw for a living."

"You'll have to show me sometime angel." she winks at me and my cheeks heat up. She lays back and turns on the tv. I copy her body language and lay next to her.

I try to keep my focus on the tv but I can feel her staring at me. I eventually break and look over at her and she has this look in her eyes. I instinctively lean towards her and she leans into me as well. Her nose brushing against mine. I can feel her breath against my lips. I want to feel them on mine. I can't take this anymore and I crash my lips into hers swinging my leg over her so I'm straddling her waist. She kisses back hard, placing her hands on my hips. I feel myself wanting more. I start grinding against her, letting out soft moans that are barely audible. She runs her hands under my shirt, giving me goosebumps at the suddenness. I place my hand against the wall bracing myself grinding harder, craving release. "Fuck." I mutter under my breath. "Come on mamas." she says while placing kisses on my collarbone. I feel a knot forming in the pit of my stomach. "Fuck Billie I'm so close."