Let Me Go

Dragon

*Haydens POV*

I've been ignoring Billie for days. Maybe weeks. I'm not really sure at this point. I haven't been ignoring her family though. I just don't have the courage to face her just yet.

Finneas
-dude I don't know what happened with you and Bil, just know I love you. I'm not saying that just because I'm dating your best friend, I'm saying it because you're good for her-

Maggie
-hey sweetie, hope everything is alright with the emergency you had. let me know if there's anything you need-

Ki 😈
-sis I know there's fucking tea so spill. Wtf is going on? Why tf did I spend my afternoon picking up a drunk hoe off a bar room floor?-

Any many MANY similar messages.

I don't even bother to open Billie's because I don't wanna cry. I don't wanna give to explain why I can't talk to her. Why I can't see her. I especially don't wanna have to explain my reasoning for why I fucked the shit out of her best friend. I just can't.

I haven't been going in to work, but I have been working from home. In my room. Alone. My mom doesn't even bother knocking anymore. Which is why I know it isn't her when I hear a knock on my bedroom door. Shit! Be silent. Don't even fucking breathe.

"Hayden it's me." I hear a broken Billie on the other side of the door. "Look I don't know if you can hear me, but I just wanted you to know I love you." I can't stand hearing her like this. I open my door just standing there. Hold it together Hayden. Don't be a lil bitch and cry.

"When you asked me if I had cheated, I lied." I said lying through my teeth. We all know I'm loyal as fuck. But Billie didn't know that. "I did cheat on you which is why I've been avoiding you lately. Sorry." I falsely confess hoping she doesn't see through my facade.

"I went to that party for all of ten minutes and saw all the work you put into that, plus all the work you put in doing merch graphics, which are sick by the way... there's no way you cheated." Billie explains.

"Oh but I did Eilish! I really fucking did. I had her face down ass up screaming daddy into a pillow!" which technically was true. Zoe's cries were muffled enough and I was so close anyways I didn't fucking care.

Tears threaten to spill. Don't crack Hayden. You're so close.

"We're done Billie. It's over." I say closing the door in her face. I turn around sliding my back down my door holding my hand over my mouth trying to prevent myself from screaming. I hear footsteps race down the hall. Once I know she's gone I let it out. I fucking bawl like the lil bitch I am. I can't believe I just did that. I cried myself to sleep, just the same as I had been doing every night since her birthday.

The next few days go by in a jumbled blur. I honestly don't even know what day it is anymore. I pick up my phone and see it's been almost a week since I broke up with her. Oh look at that, 138 unread messages. Fuck me. I'm not checking all those. I decide it's finally time to go outside. But first, a shower. I fucking smell.

Holy shit I feel like a new person after a shower! I put on some sweats and a t-shirt because I really don't care who sees me right now. I head over to Kiara's house and knock on the door. There's no way I'm busting in after seeing Finn's pasty white ass cheeks last time. She opens the door and gives me a knowing look. I hug her tightly. "I fucked up Ki."

"Finn told me a little bit, but I don't know the whole story..." she starts before going to the kitchen and grabbing a tub of ice cream with two spoons. "So we're gonna eat this bougie ass ice cream together while we talk and cry about it. Then we're gonna go destroy some shit, 'kay?" I laugh for the first time in a month and it feels good, "sure."

I vent everything to Ki and she holds me and tells me every into is gonna be ok while I ugly cry and snot all over her shirt, "I'm sorry..." I say. "It's just a shirt boo, you're more important than a shirt," she jokes making me laugh for a second time.

"Now. It's time to fuck shit up." She says with a menacing look in her eyes. "I know for a fact Billie not her family is home right now, they went to go visit family. But guess what she left behind." I look at Ki confused as hell and just shrug.

"Her car."

"Ohhhh fuck no! She'd murder me if I did anything to her car!" I exclaim. "She can't do anything if she doesn't know it was you!" she shouts back at me. She has a point...

Next thing I know, I'm standing outside with Ki about to fuck up Billie's car... Ki opens the duffel bag she brought with her and pulls out a carton. "First, eggs." She grabs a few more things. "Last thing, crowbar." Ki lifts up the hood of Billie's car and pulls a wire out. "Disabling the alarm so it doesn't go off and call Onstar." Now begins the real work...

*Billie's POV*

Being around family while depressed and shit is exhausting. So fucking glad we're going home today.

We near the house and I see my baby. Ugh I can't wait to wash her and make that ass shine.

Wait.

What the fuck is all over my car?

Why the fuck are all the windows busted out?

Who the fuck did this?

a/n: billie be pissed. ki petty af tho. hayden is literally an angel. fight me.