Let Me Go

Brother Fucker

a/n: IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK. I PROMISE!!!!!!!

*Billie's POV*

3am.

It's 3 in the fucking morning and I can't sleep. All is well in Hayden and Billie Land. My family and I are good, so why can't I sleep.

I step out of the tour bus and breathe in the cool night air. I look up to the sky and see planes flying overhead. That'll be me in a few days. I hear a bus door open and close, but it's not mine. I hear the gravel crunch as someone walks closer. I can barely make out the persons face.

"Claudia?"

"Shit Billie you scared me!" she exclaims, her hand going over her chest. I laugh, "Sorry about that, so... 3am walk of shame?" Even in this dim light I can see her cheeks turn red. She starts to stammer.

"I'm just fucking with you, been there and done that. It's just the only person who's bus is behind mine is... were you just fucking my brother?" I whisper shout, pretending to be offended.

She rolls her eyes and shoves me lightly as she walks past me, "Goodnight Billie!"

"Goodnight brother fucker!"

I mentally pat myself on the back for that comeback. I hear my bus door open and I turn around. Hayden's cute lil face pops out from behind it, "There you are, come back to bed, I can't sleep when you're not there." she says in a sleepy voice, holding her hand out to me.

I take it and follow her back inside. She crawls into bed and I slip in behind her, pulling the covers up over us. I wrap my arm around her waist and she turns around to face me. "Is everything ok angel?" I ask. "Everything is perfect Bil." I smile at her response and kiss her forehead.

~~~~

I wake up to a note on the bedside table.

'Went to grab breakfast, aka burritos. Be back soon.
xx
-H'

I lay back sprawled out on the bed smiling like an idiot. I hear my phone ding, and I check it.

Brother fucker
-Just a reminder you have an interview with the local radio station this morning at 11am. You have an hour before you need to be there.-

B
-ok thanks-

The moment I hit send, Hayden walks through the door with a massive plate of burritos from catering services. "Ooo yes I'm so hype for food!" I shout and Hayden just laughs.

I dig into one of them, and notice that Hayden hasn't touched any of them. "You're not eating mamas?" She shakes her head, "Not hungry. Besides all I have an appetite for is you." She palms my pussy through my panties and I instinctively slam my legs shut at the suddenness.

She lets out a loud laugh, "What the fuck, you do realize slamming your legs shut just forces my hand to stay there because it's in a leg lock now?" she wiggles her fingers against my pussy, my legs relax and I try my hardest to hold in a moan, but it comes out anyways as a yelp.

As much as I wanna have my pussy pounded I can't. "Stop!" I shout and she immediately withdraws her hand and looks at me panicked. "Fuck," I mutter, "Trust me I wanna spend all morning getting my holes drilled by you, but I have an interview in... 45 minutes, and I have yet to get dressed." I explain cupping her face in my hands.

Her demeanor relaxes and she nods. "Ok, so I'll see you afterwards then?"

"Nope." I say popping the 'p'. "You're coming with me." Her face lights up with excitement.

~~~~

I sit in the radio station booth with Hayden just behind the door listening to the broadcast. A man sits down across from me and quickly shakes me hand. I smile even though I wanna puke because his hand is sweaty as fuck.

The moment he lets go I'm wiping this greasy shit on my pants. I'll burn them later.

"Alright Billie, I'm Brad. I'll be asking you a few questions in a little bit, until then is there anything I can get you?" I shake my head, "No thanks I'm good dude."

Moments later Brad's boss gives him the signal to start, "Good morning and welcome to K96.1 your go-to station for today's hits. I'm big bad Brad and today I have with me, the ultimate bad guy herself Billie Eilish. Welcome to the show Billie."

"Thank you thank you, it's good to be here."

"Awesome! So you recently released the music video for the much anticipated song bad guy, what was the inspiration behind that."

"Well to be honest my girlfr- my friend accidentally kicked me in the face which resulted in a bloody broken nose" I'm literally panicking right now, because I have no idea what Hayden and I are. Are we back together? Are we just fuck buddies? I need answers!

"Oof that sounds like it must have been painful. I also heard that you came out during a show while on this tour, how was that?"

"It was an absolute shit show. Fuck! I probably can't curse on here can I?"

"It's already out there, go ahead" he laughs.

"Well, it wasn't the way I had wanted to come out at all. Granted my family knew and a few of my friends knew so there was that. Overall that show was probably the most unplanned set, but by far the most memorable up until now."

"Alright Billie, thank you for letting me pester you. To all you out there listening, have a fabulous Valentine's Day commute to work, and thanks for listening to K96.1."

If I wasn't in the dog house before I sure am now.

Who the fuck forgets Valentines Day?

Dumb ass bitches that's who.

It's me.

I'm a dumb ass bitch.

a/n: billie boutta be six feet under