*Haydens POV*
Right now, I'm sitting on the bed in Billie's tour bus, listening to her angelic voice echo throughout the bus from the tiny ass shower. Moments later she emerges and leans up against the doorway, her hair still dripping. I watch as a droplet falls onto her chest and descends into her cleavage.
"Eyes up here mamas," I hear her say, with a cocky tone.
Two can play that game.
I lay back onto the bed. I slowly slide my hands into my panties and swipe through my folds. "Mmm, I want your eyes down here baby. I want them looking up into mine as you fuck me." I say continuing to tease myself moaning as I go.
I see her bite her lip trying to hold her composure. She crosses her legs and closes her eyes, but I know she can't resist for much longer.
Finally she breaks. She drops the towel and crawls up the bed so she's eye level with me. I can feel her cold wet hair tickle my face as she hovers over me, making me shiver. She realizes what made me shiver and she grabs a hair tie, and places her hair in a messy bun. Fuck she looks adorable.
She traces a finger along my jaw and down my throat before placing a chaste kiss on my lips. She tugs at my shirt and I sit up to take it off, leaving my nipples exposed to the cold air. She grabs the waist band of my pants and shimmies them down as I raise my hips.
Once everything is off, she kisses my neck making her way down in between my breasts. She pops my nipple in her mouth and sucks, swirling her tongue over my hardened bud. I let out soft moans and buck my hips clearly wanting more. But she roughly pushes them back down to the bed. After a moment, she stops to give the same treatment to my other breast.
She then trails kisses down my stomach before stopping just above my center. "Tell me what you want mamas," she orders in a husky voice.
"Fuck me."
No sooner than I say that does she plunge two fingers inside of me curling up to hit my spot. It's clear that she hasn't forgotten how to please me. "Is this what you wanted you dirty little slut?" she says clearly pleased with her choice of words.
Wait what.
I'm triggered.
I grab her by her throat and in one swift motion I flip us over. My hand still gripping her throat. "Don't you ever and I mean EVER call me that again. Do I make myself clear?" I say pissed.
She looks up at me wide eyed and grips my hand trying to pull it off, which only makes me grip harder. She opens her mouth to reply but no words come out.
Fuck, she can't breathe. I loosen my grip, realizing what I've done. I sit at the end of the bed frustrated at her because she thought it was ok to say that, but ashamed of myself for how I reacted. I hear her coughing, but I can't look at her.
Once she calms down, I feel her breasts against my back as she brushes my hair off of my shoulder. "I'm so sorry for saying that, I don't really know what came over me," she says placing kisses along my shoulder. Her arms snake around my waist and I place my hands over hers. "I'm sorry I nearly choked you out," I say half joking. She just laughs, "Angel I don't fucking care. Just next time, make sure you're inside of me the next time you go to choke me."
I feel one of her hands move down to tease me. Clearly she's wants to keep going. Her other hand goes up to my throat applying light pressure. She plunges two fingers inside of me again, pumping in and out. I let my head fall back and Billie automatically goes for the sweet spot on my neck, sucking at it harshly.
I furrow my brow and let out a groan. Billie curls her fingers up inside of me, hitting my spot over and over. "Cum for me angel," she mumbles against my neck. She continues pounding into me my moans getting louder until I release.
"Fuck angel you are so beautiful," she coos and continues to whisper sweet nothings into my ear as I come down.
a/n: What do you want to happen. Lmk.
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Let Me Go
FanfictionHow do you forget someone you used to love? Someone you now hate? Billie Eilish Let Me Go contains a lot of smut 👅💦 Credit to @MitchezHunter for the cover!!