•Mind Games • peter pan and Wendy darling

Dancing

I woke up, happy for once I was so ready to leave this bloody island, I was so sick of everyone on it, but I was still confused how was tink gonna get me out of here?, especially without pan's notice.

I stood up and dressed, a pair of brown leather pants, a white/ now grey blouse, black knee-high boots, and a black cloak, I braided my hair and licked my lips, I left the tent and walked into the massive dining hall.

Nobody said anything and the room fell into silence.
I walked towards the breakfast table, I picked up the bowl, I filled it with berries, and oats. I was so surprised to find oats, it's normally either an apple or bread but it made me smile to see my favourite foods.
I sat at the long table, and starting prodding at the food.
I cleared my throat, and pan walked in, He went to the table and picked an up an apple throwing it in the air and catching it.
The sat at the head of the table and watched each boy until he reached me, he looked at me smirked then bit his apple, he nodded then looked back towards the boys,

Pan- so the talking in here seems to have come to a halt.
The boys started to chuckle, however they remained silent.
Boy- haha it's cause she came in, the heck is she eating ?
The boys laughed as I noticed most of them was eating bread, or fruit, they looked as if they had never seen oats.
I wasn't going to say anything until pan reached his hand into my bowl and threw the oats on the table laughing,
Me- HEY!! That's my food, it's oats you eat them you idiots, stupid uneducated children.
I hugged grabbing what was left and walking out.
Ugh! I'm so ready to be out of here!
I went back to my tent, ate and grabbed the only real gift I'd been given here, a book.
I walked out went towards the beach, the beach had become my favourite place, I sat on the sat and began reading, "there is no charm equal to the tenderness of my heart."
I ran my thumb over the words, and dug my toes in the sand. I went and played in the water, splashing it and laughing then I fell over, The sun started to set, and I suddenly remembered my necklace from Peter the one I've received all that time ago, I put my hands around the thimble and smiled at the happy memories which resurfaced.
A tear fell from my eye, and I grabbed my cloak, wrapping it around my soaking clothes, and the moons reflection, sparkled off the leaves, I reentered camp knowing this time tomorrow I'd hopefully be at home.
Pan- hey! Where have you been?
Me- no where just reading.
Pan- please change and meet us later at the pit.
Me- fine
And I went into my tent, I remembered I needed to shower or at least wash, I walked towards pan who was currently sat with the boys,
I whispered to him,
Pan- please can I borrow your shower it's the only one with hot water.
He smirked, the chuckled,
Pan- yes of course darling
Me- thank you
Pan- ummh just make sure you lock the door woundnt want any lost boys coming in.
I cringed and went back to my tent grabbing the white night gown
I untied my hair and stepped in the shower, I washed and got changed, when I left pans tent, I noticed a small note on the side, I recognised the hand writing, it was mine but I also remember the note I wrote it to pan just before I left last time,
"To my darling Peter,
Oh how I have enjoyed my time in neverland and how kind you have been, My aunt and father always said that I won't love until I'm grown up and I now know different. Peter Pan I love you and I will miss you. Never forget me.
Your faithfully,
Wendy Moira Angela Darling."
I had fallen for pan twice now, and I wasn't doing it again. I left the tent and celebrated with the boys we danced and warmed ourselves by the fire. It had gotten late, and the boys had fallen asleep, just me and pan were felt awake.
Pan- I know you found the letter on my bedside.
Me- umm I'm sorry I didn't mean I just found it.
Pan- no don't worry about it, Wendy Moira Angela Darling.
He chuckled and placed his hand on my thigh, and looked into my eyes, I placed my hand on his cheek, and nobody said a word,
Me- Peter.
I nearly choked out, before I could Finish, he smashed his lips to mine and uttered four words,
Pan - Your not ever leaving.
I pulled away and stood up when I tried walking off I tripped and fell over, Pan laughed and I reached towards him he grabbed me and pulled me close, I laughed and he smiled as he saw me, we started dancing, I hummed to a tune, and we danced in sync to it, he laughed and not his rude arrogant normal laugh, it was old laugh his happy laugh. I saw it in his eyes,  he looked at me and I smiled happily, we danced and he held me tightly towards his chest.
He walked me back to my tent,
Pan- Thank you.
Me- for what??
Pan- you helped me find myself again, I was lost until you came back thank you.
Me- I didn't do anything.
Pan- I'll see you in the morning, my dear.
Me- Goodnight, Peter:
Pan- Goodnight, My Darling.
He kissed my cheek lovingly and he walked away.
I went into my tent and laid there quietly, watching the Celin,
Tomorrow I was going home, but I was also leaving Peter .
How can I call him a monster when I've destroyed him.