Fame, Money, Feelings

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I wake up the next day with Avani snoring literally in my ear. I suddenly get a call, I groan and maybe thought it was Tony, I get up and see it's my manager Bella
"Hey Maya! How have you been?"she speaks
"Hey Bella! I've been better but what's up?" I asked sitting fine on my bed and crossing my legs
"I've got some really good news to see if that cheers you up! So you got invited to Playlist again! And it Starts the 24th of June next month" she announced me excited
"Really! Just what I need thank you so much Bella!" I squeal
"Yeah no problem you know if you need help contact me! Also the hole Hype House is invited too but I'll call them later. Bye Maya have a good day! She hangs up. I scream at the exciting news and jump on the bed and I wake up Avani
"Bro chill what the hell Maya" Avani said annoyed
"We are going to Playlist Baby!" I scream
"Wait what?!" She quickly get up and joins me. We finally got done screaming, Avani borrowed me some clothes since mine it's all in the Hype House
"Are you ready" i said putting a little bit of Lipgloss
"Yup. Maya are you sure you wanna get your clothes " she asked pretty suss
"Yes Avani I'm sure I'm- im ok" I stutter
She sighs "Maya I know your not ok your trying to hide all the pain, Maya just let it all out please don't act like It's nothing cause it gonna make it worse Babe" she got closer and hugged me. I bury my head on her shoulder and cry out to her
"I wasn't enough" I mumble
"Shut up Maya! Yes you are he's just and asshole and doesn't see the all the perfect in you" she assured me
"Of course I'm not Avani he wouldn't wan to date a rape-" I stopped and noticed what I was gonna say I was gonna say a 'Raped girl' fuck
"A what?" She looked at me
"N-nothing" i wipe my tear away and get up.
The whole time I can tell Avani was wondering what I was gonna say. The car ride was normal cause Avani started to talk about random stuff and I all I was focused on was Tony.. I know I shouldn't but I just can't believe it...
we get to the Hype House I got pretty nervous to go in but I gather my courage and go inside. I walk in with everyone in the kitchen Tony, Addison, Ondreaz, Chase, Dixie, Anthony and Tayler. They all turn to me and had no expression, I stud there for some seconds and just went up to my room and immediately pack everything, I hear foot steps and knew someone was coming to my room I juts hoped that it wasn't Tony, I guess I spoke to soon and Tony was standing on my door way
"Maya..."he almost mumbled. I ignored him and continue packing
"Maya I-I am really sorry" he spoke with his head down
"Do you think a sorry is good enough?" I put my clothes in the suitcase
"I-I just I don't know what went thru my mind Maya she got what she wanted" he responded
"Yeah and I'm here dealing with all this bullshit? Huh?" I yelled and my eyes got glossy. He said nothing just stared at the floor
"Can we please sort things out " he begged me getting closer to me
"Absolutely not. I have a lot problems to deal with like dealing with your other lies and bullshit I'll prefer not" I snapped and grabbed my suitcase, and he then grabbed my arm
"Please?" He added and it looked like he was crying
"Tony no! You don't know how much I've been hurt. I actually thought you loved me, but now I know you just used me, I hope you and Addison feel better now! You guys want to be to together go ahead no more me on the way" I said facing him
"Maya no I loved you and what i said the other night was true" he begged and I see that he was definitely crying
"No tony Fuck you! You just played me! And still say that you love me! What's wrong with you. You were the first man I was with and loved you and cared about you! I was so fucking crazy for you and this is how you do me?" I shouted
"Well it didn't looked like it Maya, all you cared was about your family and friends and almost left me aside like I was a peace of shit!" Tony snapped back at me
"What? Oh hell no! Your really doubting the love I had for you! And you want a 2nd Chance?! Fuck you! I can't believe you right now" I cried out and just felt torn
"No Maya! I just wanted to be with you more and actually be a couple! But you were to focused on future tours and shit! And well Addison was all over me and how not to say no to her!"he screamed at me