Fame, Money, Feelings

T H Ī R T Y

"Are you sure? I don't wanna push you?" Ondreaz sounded worried
"I-I'll be fine, but this is gonna hurt" I look down and then back up at Ondreaz and he gave me a tight hug. We get inside and lucky everyone is down, even Tony and Addison
"Guys" I sit down and sigh
"I'm Wanna let you guys know about my past" I look up at them and they all we're all shocked
"Maya you really don't have to" Avani said sitting next to me
"I think it's time for everyone to know cause everyone is confused" I look down and play with my fingers, sigh and begin
"This happened when I was 7... one time my brothers and I one time came back from the beach all full of sand and you know messy. My dad told us all to shower but for some reason he told me to wait until my brothers were asleep, me at the time being 7 I didn't think that much of it and just brushed it off... when my brothers feel asleep he told me to shower. I was taking myself a bath when he came in" I teared up
"He came in and that's when my nightmare begun, this all finally ended when I was 13, suddenly he just stopped. He told me if I ever told any one he would run away with me and he could take advantage of me when he wanted, and well I was kid so I didn't say nothing. But when I turned 16 I couldn't keep my mount shut and just wanted to talk I was living a hell thru all those years. I started social media at 14 but I did it to keep my mind busy but I just blew up and couldn't do nothing about it. And thanks to Social Media I am what I am now" I cry out
"Maya I just can't believe how strong you are" Charli said giving me a hug and it turned to a group hug of everyone sobbing
"I'm so sorry for what you went thru but we want you to know that you  are not alone Maya" Bryce said hugging me and I hear him sniffle
"Thanks everyone, I'm sorry it's just that it's so hard for me and I thought everything would change"I wipe my tears away
"Are you kidding we all love you and you are the strongest person we know" Dixie gave me a smile, and I have her back a weak smile
"Maya I know I fucked up but I just want to let you know that-  I love you and I'm so sorry for everything. I hope one day we can figure something out" Tony said looking right into my soul. That look made me think of what I said in the Hospital and felt empty
"Thanks" i simply reply and look away
"We are all here for you Maya don't worry we all love you" Tayler said hugging me again
"Thanks everyone this actually means a lot for me" I smile for the first time with Joy
"Well I think is time for me to go now" I look at my phone and see the that it's 9:00pm
"I need a lift " I shyly say
"I'll take you!" Avani, Dixie and Charli say
"Why not all of us?" I smile and they squeal, In the corner of my eye I see Addison pretty sad or something I sigh and say
"Hey wanna join?" I scratch my arm
"Really?" Addison looks up at me with joy but then it disappears
"I can't I have to do some quick stuff with my mom but thanks Maya" she sits back down
"Oh well uh ok" I felt awkward
"See you guys around" I wave good bye to everyone and when I'm about to leave I make eye contact with Tony...