Fame, Money, Feelings

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"Are you feeling okay Maya?" Ondreaz said rubbing my back and handing me a cup of water
"I've been better, but yeah I guess I can say I'm fine" I sigh and my eyes got glossy. I lied, I wasn't okay, I'm tired, I just wanna disappear, why did everything went down hill...why
"You know you can't talk to us" charli said and I looked up at her bitting her nails. I nodded and looked back at my cup shaking a little bit
"I- just one day I went out to get some stuff like snacks because a detective was gonna help me with my case..." I say shaking and just impossible for me to talk
"On the way to the store I felt like someone was watching every move I was doing but I didn't put any attention to it. I came out of the store and someone came up behind me and shut my mouth with something so I couldn't scream and all I remember is that everything went black" I finally spit it out and let some tears drop. Everyone came closer and gave me a big hug and cried on every single shoulder.
"Guys I think I'm going to sleep now I'm tired" I rub my head and went up the stairs and remembered I had no clothing it was all in my apartment
"Hey Addison Can you borrow me some clothes please" I stop at the stairs. She nods and we go to her room. She gives me some shorts and an oversized t-shirt. I thank her and go to my room and change, after I'm done I head to my mirror and just think all the mess I've been thru, I was fine and happy,I had an amazing boyfriend and he cheated, I got into an accident and was in a coma, I had sex with Tayler but... my heart belong to Tony not to him...
"Maya?" Someone called my name and I slightly jump
"Jesus you scared me Tony" I look at him thru the mirror
"Maya I just wanted to say-" Tony stopped and I knew he was thinking of something. I put my hand on his shoulder and gave him a look of confusion
"I'm sorry for what you've been thru, I'm really sorry I fucked everything up, it all started when I Che- cheated" he blurt out and I see his eyes glossy
"Hey Tony no, you can't blame yourself, it's my life and if it happened we just gotta face it. Please don't blame yourself Tony I promise it wasn't your fault my situation has no one to blame" I cry with him and hug him tight, he hugs back tighter and I felt safe, I felt like I could be like this for ever, I felt like all my problems disappeared with him.
"Maya, I Love you" he mumbled in my ear still in the hug. I let him go and look at him
"Tony I- I'm tired we all have to go to the court tomorrow I need you all right now" I say playing with my fingers
"Hey it's okay if you don't say it back, I know we need some time" he gave me a confident smile and hugged me again
"Don't worry we will all be there with you" he assured me he left and I get under the covers and I feel asleep real quick.
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Hey guys! I'm so sorry for the delay! Like I said I've been going thru some tough times and just got no motivation for nothing. If you were in the live the other day I know I said I was updating that night and I fell asleep lol I'm such a liar when it comes to updating I'm sorry! So I will not answer that anymore lol 😂 anyways stay safe ilysm good night❤️🥺