Fame, Money, Feelings

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Warning: this may be pretty sad, if you don't like reading these types of chapters you can feel free to not read it
"Maya Parker's?" The judge questioned looking for me. I raise my hand to let her her know it was me
"Please come here and tell us your statement" the Judge says sitting back in her chair
"No mom I can't do this I'm sorry" I immediately start to tear up
"Maya, yes you can. Do this for y'all the girls that have been raped and still don't have their justice" My mom was tearing up with me
"Mom no...please" I cry a little
"Maya you can do this, please you have to" Tony says from behind me. I look at my dad with this orange jumpsuit. I get up slowly and look around.... I see his family and my family, I slowly walk up and see John glaring at me
"Please you can tell us" the Judge assured me
" When I was 7, one day my brothers and I came home from the beach, we we're all covered in sand and John;my dad, he told us to go shower...." I started crying remembering that day like it was yesterday
"For some reason he told me to shower last. Me being a 7 year old you don't think much about it. When my brothers fell asleep he sent me to shower" I look at Tony and see him crying, actually everyone....
"I took of my clothes.... and I started showering... when he came in" I show my red and watery eyes to John and see him still glaring at me
"H-he sat down on the toilet and told me to sit in his lap, I didn't know what to do so I sat side ways.... but... he grabbed my body and made me face him..." I cry out pretty loud and sniff. I see everyone of my familia crying, I see Tony crying so much like he's never cried before, I see my mom covering her face with her hands not showing her sad and angry face
"He took off his pants... and i didn't know what was happening but all I knew that It hurt, I felt so much pain down there that I screamed and he covered my mouth with his hands" I feel like a fall of tears in my eyes
"He was so mad that I screamed and told me to shut up, he kept doing what he was doing and I was crying out because of the pain I felt..." I say glaring at him, and I see him shook his head like if I was lying. I remembered what Tony said to me, I pass my gaze at Tony and when he saw me he wiped off his tears and gave a concentrated look. I knew he was hurting from the inside but staying strong for me....
"Can you continue" she looked at me with a sad eyes making sure I was okay and I nod. This was the part that was gonna break even more...
"That was the first time he did it.." I stated with my head down and I hear some gasps, I look and see my mom with total shock and everyone speechless
"H-he stopped when I was 13.." I continued. I loom down and play with my fingers
"He said that if I ever told anyone he would kill my mom and brothers... and I believed him, because my brothers told me that before I was born they would always fight and he would hit her" I look up to my mom and she was just broken.. really broken...I never told her that he did it for many years... I'm sorry...
"Like I said, he stopped at 13 but I would still see him in the weekends" I trail off and wiped my eyes
"Do you know why he stopped?" The judge says
"No, no I don't, he just stopped....." I sigh and put my head down again
"I finally talked about this when I was 16, I only told my mom the first time he did it, I never mentioned all the years I went thru with the pain.... I didn't want her to feel disgusted of having a raped daughter. I feel disgusted to this day.." I say the last part in between gritted teeth my eyes meeting Johns
"I- I feel gross" I continued now meeting Tony's eyes and he was suffering for me, we had broken like me... maybe even worst. I see Tayler just like Tony shaking is head in his hand crying in he chair he was sitting
"I'm sorry..." I whisper in the mic that was there for everyone
"T-that's all?" The ni she made sure I was done
"No" mu voice Changed to sternly tone
"I contacted a Interviewer to talk about this to the public eye, so they would help me find him. Days later a detective contacted me saying he would help me with my case, so I decided to go to the store and while I was driving I felt someone watching me and following me... but I didn't pay attention to it. When I was done I was walking to my car when someone snatched me and put some type of clothing in my mouth for me not to scream... and everything went black" I didn't take my eyes off of John and he looked another way avoiding me
"When I woke I saw that I was in a room tied up to a chair, he was taking to some guy about keeping me there all the time he wanted... even tho we wasn't smart enough and I got away one day, I didn't wanted to run cause I knew he was gonna escape, so I saw a gun in a table and grabbed it and called the police.....