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*attempted suicide, hospitals, drug use*
**Please message me if you think youre gonna do something bad to yourself bc i love you and i dont want you to get hurt. Stop at anytime in the story if you feel uncomfortable please. I love you**
The continuation
Billie's pov
I never wanted to fuck Q.
I was lonely. He was lonely.
James had been really busy and because i'm a.. goddamn nymphomaniac.. i needed someone.
The thing about james is that he would literally fight Dwayne Johnson, climb mount Everest 2x in one day, and literally get a life sentence in prison, just to make me happy.
I should've just asked him, "hey, can we fuck" but, like a dumbass, i didn't say shit. And i know for a fact that he'd drop anything and everything in his life at that exact moment just to make me feel good.
He was so busy that when i came over, his face looked sunken in and he had dark circles under his eyes. He became irritable and we started arguing.
Then out of nowhere, i just said
"B-brandon and i... w-we i-"
He knew where i was going with it.
"Bil, no" he whined dragging out the 'o'
"Did you really?" He said looking at me with the saddest eyes i'd ever seen.
His jaw clenched and he quickly wiped away a tear that slowly fell down his face.
He hated crying in front of me.
"I-i.. i thought you loved me.."
"I do. I-i love you so much.. and this is all my fault. A-and i'm so sorry i-"
"I think we need a break"
He said, looking at his feet and pinching the bridge of his nose, solemnly.
I silently agreed and felt tears run down my cheeks.
I left his house and when i stepped out of the door i started sobbing.
It took me a while to walk back home because i was fully having a mental breakdown.
I ran through the door.
"Finn? F-finneas? FIN WHERE ARE YOU!" i sobbed
He ran out of his room and i fell into his arms and sobs wracked my body.
"Bil, what happened?" He asked, concern lacing his voice.
"J-james and i br-broke up"
After a while i was so exhausted i fell asleep.
Finn's pov
I really thought they were made for each other. I kissed her head after she fell asleep and told claudia to look after her as i went to check up on james.
When i walked up to his porch.and realized that his mom's car wasn't in the driveway and there was loud music playing from his open window.
The door was unlocked and opened slightly.
"James?" I called out letting myself in
He was sitting on the floor near the couch with empty pill bottles next to him.
"F-finneas?"
I rushed over to him
His face was flushed amd there were tears streaming out of his bloodshot eyes.
"Ya know, ireallythought bil loved me.. but, hey"
He shruged
I looked at the pill bottle
They were sleeping pills
"I-if i'm being honest, i don't know what those were before i took them" he slurred
"James, how many of these did you take?" I asked frantically
"Clearly not enough"
"How many"
I said more sternly
"Like, abottle and a half or sum idon't remember a lot"
His slurring was getting heavier. I picked him up. He was much lighter than in remember
I ran to my car, and put him in the passenger seat.
I got in and drove him to the hospital as fast as i could without getting arrested because that'd just prolong the danger he's in
I picked him up again, once we got there, and ran to the front doors. I pushed the door open with my knee while still holding him.
He was starting to fall asleep.
"Um- my friend swallowed a bunch of pills can you help him?" I rushed to the receptionist
She nodded and quickly called down a stretcher for james.
They took him up to one of the hospital rooms on the third floor while checking for vitals and stuff, but before i could follow them up she said, "i'm sorry sir but you can't follow them. Your friend is in critical condition and the best thing for you to do is call his family."
Shit
This one was a doozy to write
Like i said plz message me if you feel sad or like you're gonna hurt yourself or even if you just wanna talk
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Stay safe
Wash your hands
Stay healthy
Take care of yourself
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