Dont treat me badly

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Y/N POV

----1 year later----

It's Elliot's first birthday today. We are having a party later on in the evening, not too late. I can't wait. The thing is, being a single mom is kind of bitter sweet because you want to have someone by your side to help with the baby, but also you don't at the same time to make life 100 times easier.

Finneas and Claudia come round a couple times a month, just to check up on Elliot and it's cute to see them care for her, unlike someone I know.

Elliot is a gifted baby, I tell you that now. She barely cries and if she does, it's only for a few minutes. I don't have any hassle with her. I love her to bits, I always will, no matter what. Billie should've too, god knows where she is now though.

Billie POV

It's my baby's first birthday today. I've been doing great without them. Sometimes I think about how life would be different if I actually took care of the baby with y/n. How I could be a mom to my own child. How my career would be put on hold, the fans would understand why, they wouldn't be mad. I didn't want the baby because I was scared of commitment. I was scared of loving someone and giving them my affection. I still am. Not as much as I was then. It's scary, you know?

I wonder how she's doing. I've been a-okay without them and probably will be. I have to push them them to the back of my mind, like I did when I was on tour.

Y/N POV

Elliot starts to to cry, she probably needs to be fed so I put some formula in her bottle to bottle feed her. I go to her crib upstairs and hush her while I carry her on my hip downstairs. By the time she sees the bottle on the counter, she puts her hands out, wanting to drink. I guide the bottle and she immediately starts to suck on it. I tilt it up a little for her to finish the rest of the milk into the bottle.

I put the empty bottle down and tap her back, burping her. I check my phone, Finneas and Claudia are coming round for her party later on. So is my brother, Ryan and my mom.

The decorations are literally already up, just waiting for them to come over. I don't want it to be too big otherwise she'll be overwhelmed by it all. There isn't any sugar in the cake because she would get too hyper and have all this energy she wouldn't be able to use.

----time skip to when everybody is at the party----

"This cake is so good" Finneas says
"No sugar as well" I laugh
"Really! That crazy!" Claudia says.

I go over to the presents that everyone gave her and opened them with Elliot. Finneas and Claudia had got her a gold necklace with her name on it.

"Oh guys you really didn-"
"Don't worry y/n, she deserves it. No worries"
"Thank you so much!" I put it around her neck. She looked very pretty with it on. Brings out her blue eyes. Billie's blue eyes.

I opened the rest of the presents, some toys and some clothes and thanked everyone. Once we did that, they all left very slowly saying their thanks.

About 30 minutes later I fed Elliot again and began burping her when the doorbell rang. I put her bottle down again before going to the door to answer it.

"Hey"

A/n: who is it???? You probably know but still.