BILLIE POV
"Fuck" I sigh as I drop my phone randomly. I'm so stressed for literally no reason.
"Baby what's wrong?" She asks, coming towards me, picking up the phone.
"I'm stressed" I ruffle my own hair and sigh again.
"About?"
"I told you this shit yesterday!" I snap
"Always with the fucking attitude Billie. I just asked a simple question"
"FUCK!" I walk out the room, ashamed of my words.
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I just cry and cry and cry. It's the least I could do. I can't hold it in anymore. I'm stressed at everything and nothing at the same time. (Lol me at the moment)
I have the urge to just drive home. My parents are away on a business trip so I would be alone. But I feel that I would do something that I would regret. I don't know.
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It's a secret I've hidden from everyone. But, I think I wanna go to bepbo. I've only done it once before and it...didn't end very well.
Fuck it.
Let's do it.
Shit.
3 pills. Special ones I have. I keep them safe and hide them. 1,2,3 in my hand. I take a long, uneasy breath and place the pills in my mouth and swallow them down.
Now I just sit back and wait for it all to kick in.
My body feels heavy.
But I feel...light
The world's swirling.
My eyes blurry.
I close my eyes for a couple seconds and see everything bad that's happened.
Cheating.
Self harm.
Crying.
Self doubt.
Cheating again.
THE FUCKING CHEATING AGAIN.
I open my eyes and feel queasy. I stand up and try to walk to the bathroom.
I can't.
Im gonna drop.
I try do hold on to the dresser but I fall and smash my head against it.
My head pounding as I hit the floor with a thud. Seconds later I see y/n right above me, trying to help me. She's crying.
I don't know what just happened.
Why is she crying?
My vision goes blurry to the point where I can't even make out a face.
I hear y/n's muffled voice in my ringing ears and my eyes start to close.
"Billie! baby! Wake up...wake up plea-"
Nothing but black.
That's it.
Black.
A/n: I really have no idea where this is going so I did this. 10 votes and 6 comments for the next chapter.
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FanfictionCOMPLETED (wrote this ages ago, so embarrassed, forgive my poor writing) billie has her whole career ahead of her, she has no time for a child, or that's what she thinks. she gets y/n pregnant before her tour. finneas and claudia support her, whilst...
